my colour

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

im romantic!

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

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You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!"

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spring is here!

Spring is here! and so my friends and I took advantage of the good weather and walk around London's famous attraction! take a good look of our happy pictures!

its been a tiring but fun day for us, ate Lorna's havent been for quite a long time and its daughter lorlaine, first taste of london and gali is always excited about the city, sadly ate mers is not feeling well due to sleepless nights *becoz she done two consecutive night duty* and ate page and kuya fhod is are ever loving tour guide!

• ate mers and i had a practice exam in school and all of them was visiting shops.
• we had a lunch in a filipino eat all you like restaurant.
• bought some food in the filipino store.
• stay in the park near London eye, for the kids to play a little
• get on th etrain at seven thirtyish.
• come home around nine
• its a bit cold when we get out from the train, and im only wearing a flipflops.

i had a great tym.. see all at work and next sched would be at the end of the month at sagot ni te Lorna!! *yehey*

45 things about me

1. Do you like cheese?
♥♥ a little.. in the omelet and sa burger

2. Have you ever smoked?
♥♥ just a try, but it doesnt suit my personality.

3. are you a chainsmoker/changesmoker?
♥♥ n/a

4. Your favorite song(s)?
♥♥ amazed by lonestar

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
♥♥ not really

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
♥♥ juicylicious!

7. Favorite Christmas song?
♥♥ give love on christmas day! and pasko n sinta ko. its been 2 xmas that glenn and i are not together.

8. What do you prefer to drink inthe morning.
♥♥ coffee or milo

9. Can you do push ups?
♥♥ nope!

10. Favorite super-hero?
♥♥ Spiderman

11. What's your favorite piece ofjewelry?
♥♥ watch, i feel beautiful everytime im wearing one

12. Favorite hobby?
♥♥ internet, dvd movies

13. Secret weapon to get the oppositesex?
♥♥ my smile *i guess

14. blank!
♥♥ web break..

15. What's one trait you hate aboutyourself?
♥♥ cry baby and magastos!

16. Middle Name?
♥♥ Lar*n

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment.
♥♥ 1)im so full!
2)im not well, my throat is hurting!
3)should i come to school tom?

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
♥♥ 1)nothing. i got up late and i work in the afternoon.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?-
♥♥ coffee/milo ♥♥ water ♥♥ diet coke

20. Current worry right now?
♥♥ i cant come to school tom. im not well

21. Current hate?
♥♥ ung intrimitidang nepali gurl sa KFC

22. Favorite place?
♥♥ aside from my bed, london bridge!

23. How will you bring in the New Year?
♥♥ with a bang and next year i'll be spending it with my whole family *so excited!

24. Where would you like to go?
♥♥ Paris, France

25. Name three people who will completeyour day?
♥♥ 1.) Glenn 2.) nay & tay 3.) friends and kids

26. Do you own doll shoes?
♥♥ yes! i use at work

27. What color of shirt are youwearing?
♥♥ pale yellow

29. Can you whistle?
♥♥ yap like a man if you want

30. Favorite color/s?
♥♥ pink,blue, white and green

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
♥♥ if theres a chance why not, for a change ill try some thinkg unusual

32. What songs do you sing in the shower room?
♥♥ it differs, depends on my current mood

33. Favorite girl's name?
♥♥ aside from my name..alegra

34. Favorite boy's name?
♥♥ aside from glenn, mark

35. What's in your pocket right now?
♥♥ im on my pyjamas so, i dont have a pocket, but usually my rosary

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
♥♥ ate lorna.. i love her!

37. best bed sheets as a child?
♥♥ snoopy!

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
♥♥ i got a long abrasions in my R knee till my feet, its a fall from the stairs

39. Do you love where you live?
♥♥ most of the time yes..

40. How many computers do you have inthe house?
♥♥ a laptop

41. Who is your loudest friend?
♥♥ ate may! (lol) she'll tell you what she wants as long as she knows shes right.

42. How many dogs do you have?
♥♥ troodon and kids and tsutsu

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
♥♥ i dont know really, im not interested

45. What is your favorite book?
♥♥ the notebook, the wedding and geisha

enough is ENOUGH!

Last night shift was a very horrible one.. i started my day yesterday feeling so lazy and not wanted to work, i was having a serious thought about quiting the job, and yesterday would be my last day. indeed i was right what happened made me decide to finally quit the joa and i had enough of everything from that place.

When i came to work i was feelin the same feelin everytime im coming in that place, so nervous and wanted to melt and let-the-floor-open-up-and eat-me from where i am standing.

INCIDENT 1: the nepali girl called by her pointing finger and asked me to put a hat on, but the way she called me is very rude, i know i was wrong but she shouldnt have done that.

INCIDENT 2: a nepali couple was ordering and i was the one taking their order, and from behind the nepali girl came and she done the ordering *nang-agaw ng eksena* ok fine! and ask me to just get the money and so i did the couple paid with their debit card. and was the order is given they begun to complain that they order for a two drink and i didnt know what happened next because they were talking with their language and to my surprise the nepali girl said that i might not heard it right *hello, kausap ko sumingit ka and then at the end it was my fault?! ok k lng?! and the man paid attention to me saying "u didnt understand me?, now you understand me?" but because the fast food chains live with the motto "costumers always right" your abang lingkod didnt answer back. but at the back of my head. *fuck you!*

and because i was so irritable i couldnt hide my being upset, tears suddenly flow in my chicks and had to walk-out for a while i was so distress and couldnt help self-pitying. i had enough and i dont want anybody to make me feel stupid and uneducated that couldnt understand a simple word. anyway theres another one more, still with the nepali girl.

INCIDENT 3: i was in my till and taking orders again from nowhere, she appeared in my backhelping me to pack orders and suddenly when im about to get the old mans order she pakialam again in taking it and up wrong again and in the end she blame me again, i nearly shout at her but because its not right, i just lower my temper and just carry on thinking that today will be my last day.

the job is very light, just take the orders, get the money and served evryhting right but with pakialamero on the sides, things will be complicated and will just irritates me, even if im beginning to like what im doing i cant take those people anymore. i have a long patience but in just a day she reach the limit!

its complicated..

its been a tiring day at work yesterday and soo many complicated costumers it was.. and i was thankful that the costumers lined in my till was a little less toxic than the other counter.. haaaayyy i was thinking of quiting the job, everytime im going to work, i am always nervous and the thought of going back to that place stressing me out... haaaayyy

i havent blog about my first day experience and here i am writing about quiting.. hehe i dont know eversince i am not a people person, i hate being with the crowd and most especially in front of them and all their attentions was with me.. haaayyy i am going to melt and i just wish that the-floor-will-open-and-eat-me-up thing! huh!

sharing my thoughts.

it was my school day yesterday and as usual, im very lazy to get up and prepare.. i only come once a week and im still very lazy to go, maybe because of the travel and the ticket price (lol) anyway, its quite alright to go in london once in a while, and see the shops and go window shopping.. (hangang window shopping n lng LOL) and this past few weeks im enjoying evry minute of it coz im only staying in the country for the next 7 months or less.. oohh sad but its evrybody's decision.. everybody i mean, nay and dadi, my bro's, aunts, grandma and my glenn, well i agreed with them and come to think of it life is too short to be away from them so id better do right thing now.. take care of them and find an accesible job or just work around asia (Lol). coz unlike here, i have to earn lots of money to have a vacation, work 60 hrs/week and fly 18 hours home, so tiring! as if just in asia its like im just around the corner, they can easily visit me or i can go home in less than half a day.. get my point? anyway its just one of my option and another one is glenns proposal, wait for a year, get married and live together where he is working.. not finalise yet but definitely its a plan and a big step that needs a lot of thinking..

i can say that i had enough with the kind of life im living here, i mean people in my original work place are getting mean, unkind and unfair, the work is getting heavier, the pay is not enough. so what the point of staying, i know you will say get another job move to another place, the answer no. n-O. although i lessen my hour in that place and i had two other jobs but then again, if im in the Philippines i dont have to do all this things, i can get a job with a decent pay, get near with my family, and dont have to suffer every month thinking of all the things. im not happy anymore to tell you. ok! ok! im weak but im just being true to myself..

however if i get another job in another country and with a different status, i mean why not. because here with the student visa im holding its very hard for me. i need to go to school, take exams, pay tuition fee's, train fare's and etc.

anyway, i really dont know what i want now. Therefor ill stay here till my visa ends and figure it out.

-end of story!

some odd things about me

• i dont eat chocolates, spicy or anything complicated, complicated i mean, with mayo, corn, salads, or anything with milk if im going out. otherwise i will for toilet *pardon me* likewise if im out.
• i dont easily throw things, i kept them till i forgot about it. hangang maging basura na.
• i tend to put so much water when i cook.. i kinda like it soupy!
• im anti-social..i am so shy and always afraid being with the crowna nd especially in front of them, i feel that i will do something wrong and get humiliated. im alright if im with a friend or somebody i know.
• i always hold into some things, to ease the nervous im feelin! even if im just walking i need something to hold into.
• i tend to walk around at the workplace before i start workin! i tend to look for so many things that sometimes i dont even know what im looking.
• i drink black coffee, im a diet coke addict and with so much caffeine in my body, still ,i can easily sleep.
• im a cry baby and always selfpitying.. hat can i do im quite sensitive when somebody is understimating me
• im always concious and careful not to hurt somebody's feelings.

my desk..

i had this small bed side table since i move out from my aunt and uncle house, FYI i just move 5 house away from them, now i got my own room. my small but cosy room..i bought this desk in a car boot sale (its evry sunday here in aldershot) nothing special about it but with the glimpse of it i know it will be perfect for my hideout and mind you i bought it in a very cheap price of £2. yes you read it right! if youre wondering its not that old lets just say "antique"..hehe but still in a very good condition, anyway, it has 2 drawers, 2 small spaces for all my papers, coins, lip shiner, small notebook, medicines, watches, balms and etc. too many to mention.. *makalat e! hehehe but on the top of it is my laptop, lamp shade, picture holder with my three picture taken in different years, contact lenses, winnie the pooh frame and a bar of chocolate. see my mini table holds evrythings important to me. small but very useful.. i so love it.. if i can only ship it home in the Philippines, i would! so for now i will just cherish the remaining time im having it!

but since it it was small for evrything i need, my floor is the extension ..hehe