delayed..

My delayed New years resolution

• NO more carbonated drinks (just occasionally)
• control food intake
• try to do some excercise
• wake up early
• be concious to physical appearance, dont just look good but always look best
• always choose the best..
• think a thousand times before acting

Oh God!! I really hope I can do it.. if not 100 % , 75 % is a must!!

----------===================GOODLUCK to me================-----------------

is it over?!

I browse a friends profile and once more I felt this very odd feeling about what she/he have achieved. I always dreamed to be one of them (as I always said) but sometimes when you like something the most it is the one thing that will never come true or you will never get hold at. I just feel sad that I cant do such thing, I feel jealous and I feel downhearted that I will never be it. But i still dont loose hope and I still wish that one day God will give me a reason or a way to make my hearts desire come true.