england

7 more days to go and I will be heading home for good. Honestly I dont know exactly how will i feel about it maybe it wil be a mixed emotions. I will be sad cause I will be leaving the life i am living for almost 3 years (oh how time quickly flies noh?) and happy that I will go home and spend the rest of being single with my parents. I knew its not sooner but to the fact that one day I will get married and start my own family.

My life here was very simple, fun, sad and full of surprises. Actually I have learned a lot in here, I discovered what can I do and what I cant, I gain an understanding of what life in store for me away from home, and I uncover the real me. The whole experience is very humbling. I have learned to value what I have, always be respectful with others especially the elders and became unassuming.

Im always thankful and always be with all the people who helped me with everything to get over with each day and to whom who stand by me after I fall and rise again. I have my own short comings whom I am sorry, and to whom i cause trouble or to whom I have been the cause of any headache (i hope none!). I always see to it that I please evryone as much as I can whatever it takes to which is not possible but I made sure that I say my apology or be downhearted for whatever I cause.

Life is short and I thank God that my path cross in this part of the world and to whomever I touch lives and to the peole who touch mine. This place together with all my friends and loveones will always have a spot in my heart and always be a part of who I am now. I will always be grateful to everyone and I will always remember the experience, the love, the friendship, the fun and everything YOU brought to my life.

yOu

7 more days to go and I will be heading home for good. Honestly I dont know exactly how will i feel about it maybe it wil be a mixed emotions. I will be sad cause I will be leaving the life i am living for almost 3 years (oh how time quickly flies noh?) and happy that I will go home and spend the rest of being single with my parents. I knew its not sooner but to the fact that one day I will get married and start my own family.

My life here was very simple, fun, sad and full of surprises. Actually I have learned a lot in here, I discovered what can I do and what I cant, I gain an understanding of what life in store for me away from home, and I uncover the real me. The whole experience is very humbling. I have learned to value what I have, always be respectful with others especially the elders and became unassuming.

Im always thankful and always be with all the people who helped me with everything to get over with each day and to whom who stand by me after I fall and rise again. I have my own short comings whom I am sorry, and to whom i cause trouble or to whom I have been the cause of any headache (i hope none!). I always see to it that I please evryone as much as I can whatever it takes to which is not possible but I made sure that I say my apology or be downhearted for whatever I cause.

Life is short and I thank God that my path cross in this part of the world and to whomever I touch lives and to the peole who touch mine. This place together with all my friends and loveones will always have a spot in my heart and always be a part of who I am now. I will always be grateful to everyone and I will always remember the experience, the love, the friendship, the fun and everything YOU brought to my life.

back pain strikes again!!

oh gosh! all my plan was cancel today, for one reason! BACK PAIN.. and the pain is driving me mad, it limits my movements and it hinders me to work more. Just by leaning forward the pain stretches from the middle of my lower back to its sides and going down my right leg. gudness!! ang sakit.. =(

My worries are, I am going home alone next week and the flight is 18 hours long, imagine I will sit on the plane for that long which can trigger the pain at my back. Oh God! what if it hurts badly and i will not be able to move because of the pain? haaayyy i need to walk aroung the plane from time to time so it wont hurt much, im so scared now! =(

I cancel all my part time duties and will just finish my 3 more nyts and thats it! I need to take some rest as this early I have to take early precautions better than to be sorry next week.. so sad, but i will pay a visit to marwa before i go.. i willl surely miss everyone there, they’ve been good to me..

last day out with friends..

This will be my last day out.. next week im heading home for good. I am quite happy with the decision i have made, I am very positive about it. I know that England is not the end of everything for me. There's a lot more chances or opportunity that awaits me, all I need is to stay positive and to keep on believing.

All I need is a month long of complete rest and for sure my back is ready to take off again and seek for another adventure. Im looking forward to it and so excited!!

Thank you's

thank you’ss

I was thinking of writing a thank you note to all the people who give colour to my stay here in England. Soo many of them.. When first came, I dont know what kind of life is stored for me, I keep on praying that things will be alright that I will get a job, i will make friends easily and so on.. But my greatest fear was to speak in english (LOL). i know the language but knowing myself Im too shy and easily get nervous in front of the others that i get lost for words to say. but I thank God i overcome that in some ways (Im still not confident) like hiding,be with someone who will talk for me and just stay in the corner and pretend to do something :).

Anyway here are the random list of people whom I am very thankful for:

1. My aunt and uncle (rose and art)- for giving the opportunity to come here. For all the support and encouragement. Being a mother nd father figure and FOR THE HELP! iLL be 4ever be grateful. I will miss you!!
2. Nanang- for the wonderful food you cook.
3. Sahlee- for being a friend and a big sister. i will miss you sis!
4. Carlito- for being a shoulder to cry on, for lending your ear.
5. Yvette and Alfred- Yvette, you know what we’ve been thru before thanks for being a big sister, and Alfred for the help during my Kfc days (4 shifts)
6. Manager Ethel- An angel in the earth, a big THANKS for giving me the opportunity to work in Manor and in Marwa.. Ill be forever grateful
7. Ate babet and Kuya maning- housemates!
8. Ate Mers-my bestfriend, my confidant,mare, my nanay and shes simply the best!
9. Ate Page and Fhod- my adopted ate and kuya!! Thank you for knowing you for being so kind to me for all the help and the friendship. I wouldnt forget both of you.. i will miss you!
10. Ate may- fighter, my spoke person and a good friend.
11. Tony- the best handy man ive ever known in Aldershot! =) thanks for the ride, for the magnets and the friendship!
12. Jenny- she’s been very good to me. a big sister as well.
13. Lorna- for all the headache you gave me during our night duties =) your such a challenge to be a partner!! n-chachalenge ang senses ko and naeexercise ako lagi.. thanks to you!! love you!
14. Mami Mers- Iba ang Love ko sayo, im always worried about you.. you take care ha, pagaling k mabuti and wag matigas ang ulo. ok?!
15. Tekla- so happy when i learned n kababyan kita. you’ve been a good ate and i will miss jogging with you..
16. Ate Benny- thanks for being nice to me and the wonderfull night duties we’ve shared.
17. ATe Grace and Bai- thank you for the concerns and evrything! send me some pics of your baby ha..
18. Ate Myleen- si liit.. Thanks for giving me hours. thank you!!
19. Jack- oh my jack! your one of the highlights of my stay youre a good friend and thanks for knowing you, for the attention you gave before, i will never forget you!!
20. homa, raj, babita, ramu and lata- thanks Didi’s!
21. Marwa Family- thanks for the warm acceptance and i enjoy working with you guys!
22. Ate Aileen- love working with you. thank you!!
23. and last but not the least MY ROOM, my sweet little cozy room- It witnessed everything my heartache, laughs, bitterness, happiness, lazyness and evrything.. I will miss evry corner. evrything in it!

day out..

im mad..

because somebody pinched my food...

I can be easily annoyed whenever somebody get my things without notice or telling me beforehand. Because I myself dont do that manner, I always see to it that I will tell them before taking any of their belongings.

I just came home from a night duty and only to find out that somebody eat my food without telling me.. How annoying is that??