LOVE is NOT enough

i give up! thats my word for the day..

its a free country and everyone is entitled for an opinion, whether it is good or bad. We can say whatever we think we need to say, and we based it on what we see and what we hear, and i wont be sorry for what ive said.

I said before that i dont want to be told nor to be pushed in what i do or think, for me i have my own choice and wat ever i chose it is because it is what i do best and it is what I think is right for me, I may sound boastful but that is me.

and because of this heated argument, I vomit the word ive bean meaning to say, months ago.. :-( i dont have any intentions of saying it outloud but you provoked me.

TIRED-" i am tired of waiting for nothing and tired of depending all my decision based on your convenience. I had it all in my hands before but I chose to throw it all and comeback cause that's what you say, thats what you wanted and that's what I think was right for us to be together soon! im tired of waiting on somebody who doesnt care what i want"

FINALLY-but I thank the situation that i finally had a chance to say it, i finally let you know what i feel, I finally let all my anger out. FINALLY..

WAY-this time i wont be the one who will asked for a sorry nor asked for us to comeback together, now its time for you to make a way.. and for me to find myself along the way. or maybe ill let this situation stay this way.

LOVE- My love for you is not enough for me to go on, i admit I am scared to face the world alone but I have to stand now and pick all my shattered pieces. I love you but I have to move on for now and decide for myself, base on what I really want and not because of what you think..

NOW_Im letting you go now, maybe one day our love will lead us back.. but for now l'll let it stay this way, i will endure all the pain it will bring..

am I SORRY?? not now maybe tomorrow.. :,(

giving it a thought

I happened to browse in the Philippine job net a job that I used to do, I was thinking of applying again its a different country thou.. Im kinda excited about it, but still there are lot of things that need to be consider.. :( haayy nu a yan, Ive here for 8 mos now, and nothing happened yet , I mean I'm doing the same routine for 8 mos now and I want a change, i want to go for another adventure.. haaayy patience! patience! ;)

Photo Blog

Take a look at the Different events of my LIFE!

1. A picture of you in your room

*parang room ng bata :)

2. A picture of you posing with someone you don't actually like.


*I dont like the kid, simply b'coz i dunno him :)

3. A picture with a former crush.

*crush? ayun o! ;)

4. A picture of you very drunk.

*Im drunk when that picture was taken! hindi lng halata coz im still smiling!

5. A picture of you with a parent or two.
*One of my fave pic..taken at UST grounds

6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.


*My favourite holiday kasi it is the first time again that I spend New Year with them after some time.

7. A picture of you from your younger years.

*I grabbed this from Pam.. i miss my lolo sooo much :( (im in Grade 2)

8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.

*My first sexy outfit :)

9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

*this is from my camera fon, im bored when this shot was taken.

10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.

*My second sexy outfit.. hehe

11. A picture of you and a team or club you're in.

*We're BBC member's (British Bum Cleaning)

12. A picture of a night you regret...

*even I do regret that night I havent had a pic taken.. hehehe

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut.

*From a super long hair to this super short one ;(

14. A picture of you truly being yourself.

*Laughing hard as if theres no tomorrow :))

* I super love Plants, flowers.. :)

15. Youre most recent picture.
*At our house in Cabanatuan

16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

*lol

17. A picture you're tagged in on Facebook that you aren't actually in.

*thers none

18 .A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.

*My England adventure is over but not my friendship with them..:) miss them soo much

19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.

*My KFC stint! gosh its a nightmare!

20. A picture with your oldest friends.

*My college friends.. miss them

*My highschool chummies..

21. A picture with your newest friends.

*new addition to the growing number of "friends"

22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.

*Im soo happy to be with them, i just came back from a short holiday (hastings)

23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.

*Ara's first communion, pic was taken by kuya Dino.:)

24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
*A more sociable me :)

25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T"

*taba! eeww lol

26. A picture of you in a swimsuit - whether you love it or loathe it!

*ang tapang! ;))

*I was actually wearing a two piece here thats Y I opted to burry my body in the water LOL

27. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink.

*Im careful not to have my picture taken..lol

28. A picture of yourself that you hate.


*I hate my hair! eewww

29. A picture of you with someone you love.

*head over heels Inlove! hahaha

30. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.

*Happy and bright!

31. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend each day.

*With Love ones.. cousins! they're growing soo fast!

32. A picture of a time when everything was changing.

*My last day at work, my life is about to change! : |

33. A picture that makes your heart hurt.

*I failed to come home in my grandma's burial :,((

34. A picture that makes your heart smile.

*Everytime I think of my bhe, or just simply looking at this pic! ;) love you bhe

35. A picture of one of the best times of your life.

*when I was working and socializing!