sikretong maliit..

39 little SecretsBe honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
♦ beh,beh,beh
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
♦ london bridge (my favourite place)
[THREE] What's your middle name?
♦ L_r_n
[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
♦ in a relationship and soon..
[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
♦ imposible un! he doesnt know i exist (isnt it mark rufallo)
[SIX] What is your current mood?
♦ emo..sad
[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
♦ Lita
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
♦ green and blue jacket
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
♦ naman..si gali un e..
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
♦ no! i am wat i am now, becoz of that
[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
♦ cyempre, pero bihira lumabas..=)
[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
♦ nearly paralize
[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
♦ surf the net (boring ang buhay ko)
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
♦ not really, life is too short too waste on them..
[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
♦ how i wish!
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
♦ not that much! i prefer comedy with a twist of romance
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
♦ last week (due to extreme pain)
[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
♦ family, bf and friends
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
♦ daddy
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
♦ height
[TWENTY-ONE] What's your biggest secret?
♦ i kept it burried in the past
[TWENTY-TWO] Where is your ex?
♦ dont care!
[TWENTY-THREE] Would you ever take him/her back?
♦ im happy and couldnt ask for more!ILY beh
[TWENTY-FOUR] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
♦ if I got time..
[TWENTY-FIVE] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
♦ juice.
[TWENTY-SIX] Do you speak any other languages?
♦ a few words lng
[TWENTY-SEVEN]
Whats your favorite smell?
♦ lavander spa.
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Describe your life.
♦ i had my share of ups and downsa and im still here a survivor in my own world
[TWENTY-NINE] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
♦ yata? ulan sa luneta! ha,ha,ha!
[THIRTY] Do you like the rain?
♦ not really, nakkalungkot e.
[THIRTY-ONE] What are you thinking about right now?
♦ sept 25 and loads of things thats need to be done.
[THIRTY-TWO] What should you be doing right now?
♦ nothing.im off so relax!
[THIRTY-THREE] What is your favorite memory?
♦ early years ng rel with beh, saya nun, i didnt think n i could to such things
[THIRTY-FOUR] What are you listening to?
♦ 105.4
[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
♦ si beh.
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last personyou yelled at?
♦ im not the type e..
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you act differently around the person you like?
♦ beh sagot??
[THIRTY-EIGHT] What is your natural hair color?
♦ black
[THIRT-NINE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
♦ my beh's text message!! txt txt n lng!

Firsts..

Let me share my first times here in England. (Random)

This is also my first time away from home.

UK: when I first came and we we're on the car going home my 1st ? is. Is this England? parang ghost town (lol) its because all the trees are leaves less (winter).
Phone call: lola's house (pinas)
period: I woke up 5 am int the morning and there it is.
tour around: we mistaken a building with spiky tower a church, thats why we kept on signing of the cross. =)
work: i got lost going to work, because i didnt notice how far it is from our house and i get tired of walking, so i called my aunt for the direction.
school: i jumped on the wrong train. i went southbound instead of nortbound =(
work 1st day: I choose to worked on the floor rather than feeding the residents, thinking that floor means "domestic work as in mopping. etc" =D
cry: i first shed tears at work because of a very unsupportive co-worker.
night duty: I was paired with an adaptation nurse, i didnt sleep at all, we done the kitchen work and ironing.=( paGod!
birthday: I was surprised by my aunt, she baked a cake, her sister cooked her specialty and had a little salo salo. sweet!
gift: my aunt bought me a winter jacket, nanang, gave me a blue pjamas, ate sally treat me at AM resto.
salary: I earned a £100+ for two days of work.
bag: a brown culdoroy body bag. cost £7
school: Guildford college, Guildford, Surrey. UK
out of town: Bath (its a school outing)
London: april '06 (spring time) we rode in a hop in hop off bus that will take you round the city
letter from Phil: from nanay on my birthday (jan 06)
Expensive purchase: Samsung digital Camera £114
Restaurant: Am with the sisters
House: 66 Grosvenor road
Vacation back home: Jaunuary 19, 2008 (after two years)

senses..

You are the Sense of SightYou are a very observant, detail oriented person.
You are able to take in a lot of information at once.
You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.
You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.
When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

http://www.blogthings.com/whichofthefivesensesareyouquiz/">Which of the Five Senses Are You?

days to go..

Only few days to go and im finally going home for good. But ive got lots of things to do. i have to file my P 85 (leaving the UK) for my income tax and N.I.. I have to finish packing my boxes, i already filled 2 out of three but still ive got loads of things pa, naku parang hindi nababawasan. i will file my resignation on the 21st para exact one month. ive stayed in Manor Place for more than two years and a half. with those years ive experience the rise and fall of the place, ive found friends and ive learned to live life.

Hayy its so sad to think but as i said I have to move on and start a new adventure, easy it may sound its hard to put into action but still I never know untill i will try..malay natin im hard working nman and very patience and the dream and determination is there so maybe, might be.. ill be fine.. good luck jo anne!!

itenerary.

FLIGHTS: QATAR, QR 0012Thu, Sep 25
From:LONDON HEATHROW, UNITED KINGDOM (LHR)
Departs:3:05 PM
To:DOHA, QATAR (DOH)
Arrives:11:59 PM
Class:Economy
Status:Confirmed
Meal:Meal
Smoking:No
Aircraft:77W
Mileage:3244
Flight Time:06 hours and 54 minutes

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PHILIPPINE AIRLINES INC., PR 0646Fri, Sep 26
From:DOHA, QATAR (DOH)
Departs:12:55 AM
To:MANILA, PHILIPPINES (MNL)
Arrives:3:30 PM
Class:Economy
Status:Confirmed
Meal:Dinner
Smoking:No
Aircraft:Airbus Industrie Jet
Mileage:4528
Flight Time:09 hours and 35 minutes

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reality bites

My flight going home is booked already. It was 1 month ahead as I planned. I wanted to stick with my original plan but I dont know if my back would bear it any longer. So for more or less seven weeks to go my England adventure will finish. I'd like to let it finished that i am still complete and healthy rather than going home with asistance, as you know what I mean.

My mother decided last night that i better go home the soonest time as possible. I know I got her worried last night but I couldnt think of anyone else who will sympathize deeply with my agony. I was really in extreme pain that i couldnt explain how im feeling. I was scared as well that i would end up paralyze and not able to accomplish all my dreams.

I have to give all this up to stay healthy and be with my family. Goodbyes are difficult to say rather than saying hello. Its hard but i need to move on. I'll be back to zero, new environment, new friendship and new adventure..

hapy b-day ois!

My baby just turned 11 today! o how time quickly flies, dati karga karga ko lng yan and tinuturuan ng kaartehan, ngaun aba nagdadalaga na!

miss you my darling.. ill see you soon!

inang..

My Grandmother from my father side, passed away yesterday at 4:30pm at our family house in Nueva Ecija. When I learned the news from my mother, I cant stop crying for about four hours. These is one of the dreadest day in my life. It is the 2nd time that I lost grandparent, and to make I wasnt home to mourn and pay respect to her. The past few days I was very agitated and kept thinking about something, because since my father's uncle died I was very scared that something will happen and I am not ready in so many ways.

I was telling my dad weeks ago, that Inang will wait for my homecoming before she will rest in peace, dad explained to me that she is really poorly and getting bad as each day passes by. I knew this will come but still it hurts. It hurts because I was hurt for my dad that she loss her mother. A mother is a mother and for me I will feel incomplete without my mother. I realize how much I Love my dad that i kept thinking how will i comfort him despite of the distance. i kept calling my mom for any update, how dad is doing and any detail for my Inangs funeral..

I remember when I was a child we visit her once a month. Pagdating ko she's not satisfied with just a mano she will embrace me tight and say "ang maganda kong apo" =) and She will be busy entertaining us and during siesta time you will find her in the neighboors chatting or sleeping in their room. The house was still made of bamboo sticks but really its was very homey. I remember before they renovate it palagi akong nalalaglag sa my kusina, since it was built since my father was a child so marupok na, so evrytime i run in the kitchen mabubutas ko ung sahig, naku gas gas nnman! My inang was there para patahanin ako.

One time its anihan ng tanim nyang kamatis sa tumana, I asked her if i could make ani din, She said go on and I will pay you Php2.50 per tiklis. Gudness! and init, nagitim n ako at lahat, hindi ko pa rin napuno ang tiklis. So i will end up na nakikiparte na lang sa mga pinsan ko. =)

When she was still strong and younger She is active sa simbahn sa mahal n araw, nagpapluto yan ng pansit at dadalhin nya sa simbahan, syempre bitbit nya kaming mgpipinsan. Actually she got a sense of humour, maloko talaga and talagang tatawa ka.. =)

Oh my God.. I miss my inang, buti n lng umuwi me last january, i still spend time with her although saglit lng but at least di ba. nung pagdating ko ng madamling araw, She's awake and I asked her if she still do remember me, sabi ko anak ni amang. haha! sabi nya "si maan" =,) yey! mnatandaan nya ako and she said "pahinging pera" he,he.. Si Inang talaga.. =)

I know she's now in good hands Of our Lord, Inang i will miss you and Im missing you now. Till we see each other again! love you.. :,(

first impression last

You Make a Good First Impression

You probably are making a much better impression than you realize. Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do. If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does. Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image. Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener. The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

I am a wife material

You Would Make a Great 1930's Wife

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