I was once ask, what is my life's turning point?. At that time, i couldnt find any answer to that question, because at that time there's wasnt much to tell, nothing happend to me that have changed my life and realize what i really wanted. Because before, I was just staying home, at one point I helped dad in his business ( and I proved that Im not a good business person LOL) and I stayed with my nanay to have a rest to recover from a serious illness (which i thought that will end my life. OTT).
Anyway, now I can say that being here in England was my life's biggest turning point. Here I learned to survive without my parents around, I am the captain of my ship and I am the master of my mind and i failed and stood up and survived all the things that at one time i thought I will just hide under and let things happen. I build up my confidence in some way but not all the time, I found a true friends whom I laugh and cried with, I learned to be more domesticated, I found the true me, the real me and the new me. I may change physically, emotionally, spiritually (i become closer to God) and mentally. but evrything is for my self improvement and to survive all the things around me.
I am very thankful with all these experience that one day when i look back, my tears will fall not because of I regret but because this part of my life is one of the happiest and memorable.
Anyway, now I can say that being here in England was my life's biggest turning point. Here I learned to survive without my parents around, I am the captain of my ship and I am the master of my mind and i failed and stood up and survived all the things that at one time i thought I will just hide under and let things happen. I build up my confidence in some way but not all the time, I found a true friends whom I laugh and cried with, I learned to be more domesticated, I found the true me, the real me and the new me. I may change physically, emotionally, spiritually (i become closer to God) and mentally. but evrything is for my self improvement and to survive all the things around me.
I am very thankful with all these experience that one day when i look back, my tears will fall not because of I regret but because this part of my life is one of the happiest and memorable.
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