soo excited!! yet...

my home coming date is moved and its two days earlier na.. yeheey!! its because i might leave a bad impression of over staying, so instead of nov 1 it will be on october 30.. haayy its exactly 6 mos from now.. umm actually its a mixed emotion e, i know now im so excited of the fact that im going home for good but on the other side of the coin i will also be very sad that for what i will left in here.. but life has to moved on, i have to make a choice and i have to think of the future, life doesnt stop in here.. maybe something better may come along.. we never know.. anyway, all i have to do now is enjoy, work, and have a good time..


but i wonder who will picked me up at the airport, nanay and dadi will be very busy because of the occasion in manila "todos los santos" haaayy anyway, kuya marlon will always be a raliable one.. im so excited n talaga..

miSsinG hOme..

last fri was my late grandad's b-day and as usual everybody is present for a small get together, and again for the 3rd time i missed the occasion..here i am in england living alone and there they are having a good time..

thats what i miss back home, the birthdays get together, small family party, outings, over nights, road trips.. i miss my aunts that always treat us for something and my little cousins whom i play with and my nieces and nephews.. aaayy but like pam said "dont worry ate lapit kn uwi" yeah right but 6 months is still six months.. 6 pay days, 24 weeks, 168 days and 4,032 hours and 241,920 minutes... still a long time.. haaayy

i miss everyone na, lifestyle, friends, family, the street, the corners.. evrything!! but anyway.. ill have to make the best out of 6 months.. so see you all in 24 weeks, 4,032 hours and 241,920 minutes..

love you all and missing you much!

ingGit K laNg..

the other day somebody relay on me that a so-called friend tells that "im MagAstos, Thats y I cOuldNt save" ... oh i see!! so here i can tell them.. "im spending my own earnings and at least i dont have to borrow just to buy what i want".. maybe they just envy me and couldnt say anything good..

these is what with others, they tend to say anything about others people but when they heard somebody said anything about them, theyre too sensitive to accept it.. so better to keep your mouth shut so you wont cause any trouble and not be in trouble as well..

my lifestyle is just simple and i just buy what i can afford and at least with my small salary i still can save even a little.. i spend most of my money now with foods and fon cards.. nothing else cause as much as possible i want to save and go else where before i finally go home for good..

so with the big mouths, make it smaller and think a hundred times before you open it..

bReaKing uP

how does it feel to break up with somebody after years of being together?.. yeah, its painful and you still wish that there still hope and kept wondering if you could bring back the old times..


personally im a bit liberated as glenn tells me when it comes to that, when something wrong happened between the two of us, i do my part in saving it and make up for the lost time, in some situation i lower my pride but not to the extent of begging, for me kasi when i knew na ive done my part and nothing happened i just let it go.. i should respect myself first and still leave a litle love for myself.. and letting go doest mean na you stop loving the person its just you need to rebuild your life back, pick up the pieces and return your dignity that you lost along the way fighting for the man who once own your heart..


but i know its hard but you need to move on and be open to what comes ahead, dont completely shut your heart, it just needs sometime to heal.. para one day when you see each other again, youre alright na and you can face him with lots of confidence and not with bitterness..

haPPy biRthday ate jen!!

fRiendshIp

wiTh liTtle loRLaiNe

ate jEn with hUbby, brian

frOm heAvy weIght 2 liGhT weiGth

keEp sMiLing..

it was ate jens birthday last aprill 22, and she invited a small group of friends to join her celebrating one of the most important day of her life.

we really had fun, ciempre it wont be complete kung walang picture taking, *here in the U.K. filipinos are known for that, anywhere nagppapicture, kahit sa bin* :).. we really enjoyed posing, si ate lorna nga pose muna bago subuan uli si lorlaine, hehe.. buti maabilidad n ung bata.. jke!

si ate jen was one of those people who can call a friend, mabait, hindi pikon, at laging my baon, oh ate jen, miss ko n ung chicken curry mo and roast chicken with mang tomas.. hehe! naging close talaga kmi nito when the time na its only the two of us ,filipino's working during the day, we stood by each other, eventhough we're very tired, we dont have a choice, otherwise if you complain, you wont have a job tom.. so we opted to shut up and just carry on.. anyway all things will come to an end, but when is that?? that, we dont know..

speaking of ate jen, i really miss this gurl and i love her and i wish her a baby soon, te jen, youre not getting any younger and kumukunat kn.. hehe.. love you ate jen!! ingat..

broken friendship..

this past few days i kept on thinking about something that hapened recently, i dont know, I just dont feel good about it everytime it cross my mind, and i couldnt find any valid reason for somebody to feel that way towards me, i dont remember doing any harm against somebody, because as much as possible, i am carefull and very concious not to hurt somebody's feeling. . my best daes knows how i feel when somebody get mad at me and she knew how ill look like.. :(

but i just notice about myself na nagtatanim n ako ng galit ngaun, before whenever i get angry with someone, it just dissappear in a span of minute but now im holding grudges towards other maybe because i was hurt deeply and i just cant forgive what has been accused of me and what i heard that has been said towards me..

im not justifying my actions but i know havent done anything wrong and i can stand with each word i said.. and this time the wound it caused will leave a mark and will take ages to heal.. you cant blame me i just cant really accept what has been said.. im sorry..

last week round up..

• last week (april 14-20) was a quite busy week for me, got lots of duty, and i was surprised that they added another 12 hours of duty at manor and thanks to ate ethel kc she gave me extra hours in her work place.. yehey! thank you..
• after sunday night duty i headed for another job, (cleeaning) thanks God its not as hard as it may sound. i was dead tired in the afternoon so, i went to bed as soon as i got home.
• tuesday was a school day, nothing much happened really. i had an early night.
• wednesday i got an early duty at marwa and dinner with friends, sarap tinola!
• thursday and fri.. pahinga at pahinga.. not a good weather so i opted to stay in my crib and just watch dvd,tfc till i drop.
• weekends are busy as well, 3 night duty in a row and very tiring, every night we got a situation that needs monitoring.

there you go my busy and not so busy week. im happy and thankful that i got lots work shifts.. yipee, my pambayad n me ng house! : )

Is it her genes? Oldest known person turns 115 today

By RICK CALLAHAN, Associated Press WriterFri Apr 18, 7:24 PM ET

Maybe it was a lifetime of chores on the family farm that accounts for Edna Parker's long life. Or maybe just good genes explain why the world's oldest known person will turn 115 on Sunday, defying staggering odds.

Scientists who study longevity hope Parker and others who live to 110 or beyond — they're called supercentenarians — can help solve the mystery of extreme longevity.

"We don't know why she's lived so long," said Don Parker, her 59-year-old grandson. "But she's never been a worrier and she's always been a thin person, so maybe that has something to do with it."

On Friday, Edna Parker laughed and smiled as relatives and guests released 115 balloons into sunny skies outside her nursing home. Dressed in pearls, a blue and white polka dot dress and new white shoes, she clutched a red rose during the festivities.

Two years ago, researchers from the New England Centenarian Study at Boston University took a blood sample from Parker for the group's DNA database of supercentenarians.
Her DNA is now preserved with samples of about 100 other people who made the 110-year milestone and whose genes are being analyzed, said Dr. Tom Perls, an aging specialist who directs the project.

"They're really our best bet for finding the elusive Holy Grail of our field — which are these longevity-enabling genes," he said.

Only 75 living people — 64 women and 11 men — are 110 or older, according to the Gerontology Research Group of Inglewood, Calif., which verifies reports of extreme ages.

Parker, who was born April 20, 1893, was recognized by Guinness World Records as the oldest of that group last August after the death of a Japanese woman four months her senior.
A widow since her husband, Earl, died in 1938 of a heart attack, Parker lived alone in their farmhouse until age 100, when she moved into her son Clifford's home. She cheated death a few months later.

One winter night, Clifford and his wife returned home from a high school basketball game to find her missing. Don, their son, says he discovered his grandmother in the snowy darkness near the farm's apple orchard. He scooped up her rigid body and rushed back to the house.

"She was stiff as a 2-by-4. We really thought that was the end of her," he said.
But Parker recovered fully, suffering only frostbitten fingertips.

Fifteen years later, her room at the Heritage House Convalescent Center in Shelbyville, Ind., about 25 miles southeast of Indianapolis, is adorned with teddy bears and photos of her five grandchildren, 13 great-grandchildren and 13 great-great grandchildren. She's outlived her two sons, Clifford and Earl Jr.

During a visit this week, Parker was captivated by a new album of photos and documents from her life that Don's wife, Charlene, had assembled.

"That's the boys," she said hoarsely, tapping a photo of her two late sons in their youth. "Clifford and Junior."

Her two sisters also are deceased. Georgia lived to be 99, while her sister Opal was 88 when she died.

Parker's long-lived sisters are typical of other centenarians, according to Dr. Nir Barzilai, director of the Albert Einstein College of Medicine's Institute for Aging Research in New York. Nearly all of them have a sister, mother or other relative who lived a long life, he said.

"Longevity is in the family history," Barzilai said.

He and other scientists have found several genetic mutations in centenarians that may play a role in either slowing the aging process or boosting resistance to age-related diseases.
Perls said the secret to a long life is now believed to be a mix of genetics and environmental factors such as health habits. He said his research on about 1,500 centenarians hints at another factor that may protect people from illnesses such as heart attacks and stroke — they appear not to dwell on stressful events.

"They seem to manage their stress better than the rest of us," he said.

fRom: YaHOO nEws

glenn_joan

*when and where did you first meet?
-as friends, in SM Mla, in front of national bookstore and he's late.

*how about in being a couple?
-same venue, but we met 7 days after we become a couple.

*when did you become an item?
-october 2 2002

*how long you've been together?
-5 years 6 months 2 weeks and 3 days

*are you happy?
-very much, i cant ask for someone else.

*any plans of tying the knot?
-it has been talk a few times but no definite or solid plan yet, but we're considering 2010.

*where is He now?
-he's currently working in riyadh as aircraft mechanic.

*miss him?
-if i only could pull the time.

*how would you describe Him?
-glenn is a listener, loner and emotional, He's not showy so sometimes you'll be doubtfull about him but when he tell you something its very intense and you'll just feel all the love inside him.
he got so many plans and he's working hard for that.

*how about you, how would you describe yourself?
-sometimes im more of a pessimistic than optimistic. im on my lowest point at this time but im trying to rebuild my life back, i know im on a situation but i also know im still safe because i still can talk about it, i have this grudges against some persons that i consider them as a friend. so many things to say but i know one of this day ill be fine.

*are you content about your life as a whole?
-definitely i am, we cannot avoid some circumstances but i am happy and perfectly fine in what is happening with me right now. im happy that im experiencing all of this and it has a lot to do with who i am now and with my perception in life. im thakfull for all the friends and loveones who supported me.

*any regrets?
-nope. evrything happened for some reason or another and God is with us all the way.

*anything you want to say to your partner?
-thanks for all the advice, help and for simply being there.. i cannot get through with all of these without your loving words and patience in listening with me.. stay the same and ill see you soon! ako lng mahal mo!! mwaaahh love you much!

friend-SHIP

ever wondered why they called it friend-ship. since this morning i kept on thinking the word. may be because when you became friends you got someone who will sail with you in lifes, storms, earthshakes and tragedy as well as in your lifes sweetest, funniest and luckiest moment.
lets see what each word mean:

friend-a person with whom one has a bond of mutual afection, an ally, a familiar or helpfull thing.

ship-a large boat for transporting people. It is a large vessel that floats on water.

So i come to a conclusion that are friends is the one saves us, transport us away from the dark side of the sea, the one who keep us floating from the flood of problems and from the sea of temptations..

so to all my friends, happy sailing and keep safe always! keep floating!

my Bra's..

A Friend Is Like A Good Bra... Hard to Find Supportive Comfortable Always Lifts You Up Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!!

confuse..

my heart is cying
my heart is longing
my heart wants something

i tried to explain
but still you complain

i dont know what to say
i show my cards and lay
i will stay
but please dont play

i love you
i hate you
i miss you

unlimited photo

got this from ate page camera, i just thought that i was kinda pretty here *pagbigyan nyo na* and it brings lots of memory way back last year christmas. its was a happy xmas party exclusively for us filipino's who's working in manor place, its a night to remember. things are different at that time, maybe thats why i got the glow..

boring but very much loving..

last night i called glenn before he went to sleep, and as usual you can hear his boring voice at the other end. (lol) because at that time of the day he usaully had his eyes closed but since he is on his off duty tom i insist to call him even if its already late for him *imagine 10 o'clock is already late for him, he now asleep at 9 Pm* because most of them are working almost everyday so they really end each day that early.

anyway, i was a bit irritated when his voice is like that very low and sleepy, i feel that he didnt want to talk to me anymore and wanted to hang up.he,he i never get use to it i wanted him to talk to me in his very lively and high spirited voice rather than in his inactive voice.. when my phone card run out i was very sad and wanted to talk to him more but i dont have a reserve one, so i just texted hi that i dont have a card and he can go to sleep now. you know what he said??

"dont worry mahal, kahit boring akong kausap mahal n mahal kita"

korni no, pero i believe that! hehe, He always made me smile eventhough how cross i am..

today's horoscope

when i reach the london waterloo station, i grabbed a paper so I have something to read at the train on the way home from school, i browse the entertaiment section first and found out that madonna's daughter werent happy abput her mother's body feature. poor madonna, she spent so many hours and effort to achieve that body and in the end, her daughter will just dissapproved it, anyway i found the horoscope section and read what are the planet saying about my birth sign here it goes:

AQUARIUS

"Try not to resent someone who seems to be getting ahead faster than you at the moment, even if you feel that you've been working harder at the same thing for longer than they have. your time will come to pursue your goals with your characteristic diligence and flair."

For the first time in my life i believe in horoscope, this one really suit at the current situation i am now. I am convinced that there are a lot of good reasons why all this things are happening with me. i still dont loose my faith, and this is the time im holding really tight.! : D

work work to survive..

Yesterday was the start of putting my goals into action and if you still remember one of it is getting back to my old self being a workaholic work till i drop, no long offs! so, after my night duty i headed to another nursing home to do the cleaning, i had a little rest the night before i ask the nurse in charge who is ate page if i can sleep after my 4 o'clock round so i can regain some energy and i can use for another 6 hour job. at 8 o'clock i was in a hurry to go home and Thanks to ate Lorna's hubby he pick us from work and i ask him to drop me at the town so i can buy some breakfast at MC do. whew! i had to rush because my time is 8:30 and i arrived 15 minutes late.*sorry*

cleaning the ground floor wasn't bad at all, you just mop, sweep and hoover the floors. the rooms? there's not much furniture's to wipe just side tables and the window sills. still easy! *yabang* and the toilets are not bad as it sounds.(lol) its a piece of cake i say. I think it will be easier for me if i didn't come from another job, i will be more energised and quick.

but anyway, i earned another hours and extra income! yippee!! and its another accomplishment for me.. I'm very happy because the previous weeks are quite difficult for me, I'm thinking of how to earn money so i can get by with my life here, but hey I'm still happy, money is not the basis of happiness for me its the friends that surrounds and the thought that I'm still here. i got 6 more months to enjoy my life here and do the very best i can..

so, long way to go to achieve all my goals, but I've started and I'm a lot happier!!

im cool!

Your Depression Level: 20%

You aren't depressed, and you probably already knew that. Like everyone else, you have ups and downs. But unlike most people, you've mastered keeping your mood stable.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoudepressedquiz/">Are You Depressed?

i had to take this test and answer honestly to let me know if im suffering from any deppression or not.. at least i know im not! cheers to that! i need to keep things going and move on!

happy birthday big ben.

Big Ben has officially celebrated its 150th birthday.

• 
  The bell was cast at Whitechapel foundry on April 10 1858 and was first rung in the Great Westminster Clock on May 31 the following year.


• 
  A century and a half later, the Whitechapel Bell Foundry is still there and celebrations have been held for the famous bell.


• 
  Proposals for the famous landmark were first decided in 1844 - just a year after a fire engulfed the Houses of Parliament.


• 
  The requirements were simple the first stroke should register the time correct to within one second and the hour bell should weigh 14 tonnes.


• 
  According to the sales ledger the cost of the bell was £572.
  It took 20 minutes to fill the bell mould with molten metal and 20 days for the metal to solidify and cool.


• 
  Then it was tested to make sure it chimed at the right tone, a practice that is as important as it was 150 years ago.


• 
  The name for the bell tower was debated in Parliament with many suggestions being made but the winning title was named after Sir Benjamin Hall.
  

story copied from YAHOO news.

missin home..

miss my dad! everytime i called him or texted him, he always tell me just to go home, he miss me and how much he loves me.. but this year ill be home when he celebrates his b-day along with my niece aj.

miss my mom as well and my my makukulit n pamangkins! ill be seeing you soon guys! love you much!

moving on!

The past few days I wasnt feelin good at all, i was very lazy to get up early and i always had a late night. i feel very low and just wanted to lie down or go out and see friends, have a walk, chit chat, watch movies till late hours and went to sleep, another unproductive day is finish.

Just this morning i realize and tried to analize what's wrong with me, of course nobody can help me but myself, so i kept thinking how a day in my life is going and figure out that i havent done any task that i should be doing if i wanted to try another career. i just wasted the past few days of off, watching movie, surfing the net, eating and etc. now my list of things to do is getting longer and longer.

So tonight, ive listed the important things that should be accomplish in a matter of time and ive come up with this:

1. Strict DIET, i cant eat anything but i have to do some work-out. (jogging, walking, sit-ups & etc) dicipline is the key!
2. more WATER, less COKE! less sugar, lessen the risk of having diabetis and cancer.
3. SLEEP early and WAKE-UP early! sleep is very impt.!
4. LISTEN to spanish cd if want to try another career!
5. SAVE more,spend LESS. if i want to travel i should something to spend.

i need to learn to follow my own rule if i wanted to succeed and try another career, nobody can help me but ME. i dont need to feel any depression right now or being alone. i need to be strong for myself and keep on moving. good luck to me!

sickly days..

• last saturday i woke up as if something is in my throat, so i didnt come to school, eventhough i got exams
• sunday, heavy snow falls around england, i played some in the park with ate mers and galiye.
• monday, i was knocked out after work. didnt do much i dont feel very well.
• tuesday, i was off again from school because im not feeling well, quite unlucky day. because we bumped with all the people we're hiding from.its quite a laugh. *is that what you call karma?* (lol)
• wednesday, i woke up wondering that ursula took my voice *i cant even sing* (LOL) no voice coming out from my mouth.. i feel stupid when somebody is talking to me and i cant even reply.hehe! i resigned from my other work. *what a relief?!*

Note: big thanks to ate mers for taking care of me and giving me her medine *an orange one*

i love my bb much!

cute noh! (lol)

very playful

He's a Great Boyfriend

You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right. You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

honestly Glenn is the best, very sweet, caring and He takes good care of me! LOVEYOU MUCH Darling! (wala lang sa hitsura pero im lucky to have him!)

i am a friend!

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends. You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push. People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice. You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with. A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds. You are both a good mentor and companion. Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."

http://www.blogthings.com/whatmakesyouagoodfriendquiz/">What Makes You a Good Friend?

i hate the place i use to loved..

i have been working in this palace for almost 2 1/2 years now. The first few months was a tough one, i misses home and for the first time im having a real work and its in another country and its quite an odd job, because come to think of it, i study four years to get a degree and now here im a member of british bum cleaning or better known as BBC.(lol) well anyway i passed that months and got comfortable with my present situation. i jus focus my mind that im thankful that i got new sets of friends, a new family and a new home..

new friendships built, strong ones and just civil one. but unfortunately everything has come to an end, one by one people go, they resigned, they get married, they found a new job, management become worse, job become more difficult than it seems, the world that means to me has shattered. oh! i miss the old times guys! maybe one day we all meet again.. thanks for the friendships, the memories and everything that you helped in me..

its snowing!

This morning heavy snow fall all over the south of britain, by the time i get out from work, its already 2 inches thick and it took us more than half an hour to get home, which usually not more than 15 minutes.. but enjoy every bits of it becoz this might be my last snow here in England. so when i get home i grabbed my camera and rush to the park with ate mers and gali.. note that i couldnt even manage to change my uniform im super excited*

heres some shots!

my colour

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

im romantic!

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

the-muppet-personality-test

You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!"

http://www.blogthings.com/themuppetpersonalitytest/">The Muppet Personality Test

spring is here!

Spring is here! and so my friends and I took advantage of the good weather and walk around London's famous attraction! take a good look of our happy pictures!

its been a tiring but fun day for us, ate Lorna's havent been for quite a long time and its daughter lorlaine, first taste of london and gali is always excited about the city, sadly ate mers is not feeling well due to sleepless nights *becoz she done two consecutive night duty* and ate page and kuya fhod is are ever loving tour guide!

• ate mers and i had a practice exam in school and all of them was visiting shops.
• we had a lunch in a filipino eat all you like restaurant.
• bought some food in the filipino store.
• stay in the park near London eye, for the kids to play a little
• get on th etrain at seven thirtyish.
• come home around nine
• its a bit cold when we get out from the train, and im only wearing a flipflops.

i had a great tym.. see all at work and next sched would be at the end of the month at sagot ni te Lorna!! *yehey*

45 things about me

1. Do you like cheese?
♥♥ a little.. in the omelet and sa burger

2. Have you ever smoked?
♥♥ just a try, but it doesnt suit my personality.

3. are you a chainsmoker/changesmoker?
♥♥ n/a

4. Your favorite song(s)?
♥♥ amazed by lonestar

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
♥♥ not really

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
♥♥ juicylicious!

7. Favorite Christmas song?
♥♥ give love on christmas day! and pasko n sinta ko. its been 2 xmas that glenn and i are not together.

8. What do you prefer to drink inthe morning.
♥♥ coffee or milo

9. Can you do push ups?
♥♥ nope!

10. Favorite super-hero?
♥♥ Spiderman

11. What's your favorite piece ofjewelry?
♥♥ watch, i feel beautiful everytime im wearing one

12. Favorite hobby?
♥♥ internet, dvd movies

13. Secret weapon to get the oppositesex?
♥♥ my smile *i guess

14. blank!
♥♥ web break..

15. What's one trait you hate aboutyourself?
♥♥ cry baby and magastos!

16. Middle Name?
♥♥ Lar*n

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment.
♥♥ 1)im so full!
2)im not well, my throat is hurting!
3)should i come to school tom?

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
♥♥ 1)nothing. i got up late and i work in the afternoon.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?-
♥♥ coffee/milo ♥♥ water ♥♥ diet coke

20. Current worry right now?
♥♥ i cant come to school tom. im not well

21. Current hate?
♥♥ ung intrimitidang nepali gurl sa KFC

22. Favorite place?
♥♥ aside from my bed, london bridge!

23. How will you bring in the New Year?
♥♥ with a bang and next year i'll be spending it with my whole family *so excited!

24. Where would you like to go?
♥♥ Paris, France

25. Name three people who will completeyour day?
♥♥ 1.) Glenn 2.) nay & tay 3.) friends and kids

26. Do you own doll shoes?
♥♥ yes! i use at work

27. What color of shirt are youwearing?
♥♥ pale yellow

29. Can you whistle?
♥♥ yap like a man if you want

30. Favorite color/s?
♥♥ pink,blue, white and green

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
♥♥ if theres a chance why not, for a change ill try some thinkg unusual

32. What songs do you sing in the shower room?
♥♥ it differs, depends on my current mood

33. Favorite girl's name?
♥♥ aside from my name..alegra

34. Favorite boy's name?
♥♥ aside from glenn, mark

35. What's in your pocket right now?
♥♥ im on my pyjamas so, i dont have a pocket, but usually my rosary

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
♥♥ ate lorna.. i love her!

37. best bed sheets as a child?
♥♥ snoopy!

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
♥♥ i got a long abrasions in my R knee till my feet, its a fall from the stairs

39. Do you love where you live?
♥♥ most of the time yes..

40. How many computers do you have inthe house?
♥♥ a laptop

41. Who is your loudest friend?
♥♥ ate may! (lol) she'll tell you what she wants as long as she knows shes right.

42. How many dogs do you have?
♥♥ troodon and kids and tsutsu

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
♥♥ i dont know really, im not interested

45. What is your favorite book?
♥♥ the notebook, the wedding and geisha

enough is ENOUGH!

Last night shift was a very horrible one.. i started my day yesterday feeling so lazy and not wanted to work, i was having a serious thought about quiting the job, and yesterday would be my last day. indeed i was right what happened made me decide to finally quit the joa and i had enough of everything from that place.

When i came to work i was feelin the same feelin everytime im coming in that place, so nervous and wanted to melt and let-the-floor-open-up-and eat-me from where i am standing.

INCIDENT 1: the nepali girl called by her pointing finger and asked me to put a hat on, but the way she called me is very rude, i know i was wrong but she shouldnt have done that.

INCIDENT 2: a nepali couple was ordering and i was the one taking their order, and from behind the nepali girl came and she done the ordering *nang-agaw ng eksena* ok fine! and ask me to just get the money and so i did the couple paid with their debit card. and was the order is given they begun to complain that they order for a two drink and i didnt know what happened next because they were talking with their language and to my surprise the nepali girl said that i might not heard it right *hello, kausap ko sumingit ka and then at the end it was my fault?! ok k lng?! and the man paid attention to me saying "u didnt understand me?, now you understand me?" but because the fast food chains live with the motto "costumers always right" your abang lingkod didnt answer back. but at the back of my head. *fuck you!*

and because i was so irritable i couldnt hide my being upset, tears suddenly flow in my chicks and had to walk-out for a while i was so distress and couldnt help self-pitying. i had enough and i dont want anybody to make me feel stupid and uneducated that couldnt understand a simple word. anyway theres another one more, still with the nepali girl.

INCIDENT 3: i was in my till and taking orders again from nowhere, she appeared in my backhelping me to pack orders and suddenly when im about to get the old mans order she pakialam again in taking it and up wrong again and in the end she blame me again, i nearly shout at her but because its not right, i just lower my temper and just carry on thinking that today will be my last day.

the job is very light, just take the orders, get the money and served evryhting right but with pakialamero on the sides, things will be complicated and will just irritates me, even if im beginning to like what im doing i cant take those people anymore. i have a long patience but in just a day she reach the limit!

its complicated..

its been a tiring day at work yesterday and soo many complicated costumers it was.. and i was thankful that the costumers lined in my till was a little less toxic than the other counter.. haaaayyy i was thinking of quiting the job, everytime im going to work, i am always nervous and the thought of going back to that place stressing me out... haaaayyy

i havent blog about my first day experience and here i am writing about quiting.. hehe i dont know eversince i am not a people person, i hate being with the crowd and most especially in front of them and all their attentions was with me.. haaayyy i am going to melt and i just wish that the-floor-will-open-and-eat-me-up thing! huh!

sharing my thoughts.

it was my school day yesterday and as usual, im very lazy to get up and prepare.. i only come once a week and im still very lazy to go, maybe because of the travel and the ticket price (lol) anyway, its quite alright to go in london once in a while, and see the shops and go window shopping.. (hangang window shopping n lng LOL) and this past few weeks im enjoying evry minute of it coz im only staying in the country for the next 7 months or less.. oohh sad but its evrybody's decision.. everybody i mean, nay and dadi, my bro's, aunts, grandma and my glenn, well i agreed with them and come to think of it life is too short to be away from them so id better do right thing now.. take care of them and find an accesible job or just work around asia (Lol). coz unlike here, i have to earn lots of money to have a vacation, work 60 hrs/week and fly 18 hours home, so tiring! as if just in asia its like im just around the corner, they can easily visit me or i can go home in less than half a day.. get my point? anyway its just one of my option and another one is glenns proposal, wait for a year, get married and live together where he is working.. not finalise yet but definitely its a plan and a big step that needs a lot of thinking..

i can say that i had enough with the kind of life im living here, i mean people in my original work place are getting mean, unkind and unfair, the work is getting heavier, the pay is not enough. so what the point of staying, i know you will say get another job move to another place, the answer no. n-O. although i lessen my hour in that place and i had two other jobs but then again, if im in the Philippines i dont have to do all this things, i can get a job with a decent pay, get near with my family, and dont have to suffer every month thinking of all the things. im not happy anymore to tell you. ok! ok! im weak but im just being true to myself..

however if i get another job in another country and with a different status, i mean why not. because here with the student visa im holding its very hard for me. i need to go to school, take exams, pay tuition fee's, train fare's and etc.

anyway, i really dont know what i want now. Therefor ill stay here till my visa ends and figure it out.

-end of story!

some odd things about me

• i dont eat chocolates, spicy or anything complicated, complicated i mean, with mayo, corn, salads, or anything with milk if im going out. otherwise i will for toilet *pardon me* likewise if im out.
• i dont easily throw things, i kept them till i forgot about it. hangang maging basura na.
• i tend to put so much water when i cook.. i kinda like it soupy!
• im anti-social..i am so shy and always afraid being with the crowna nd especially in front of them, i feel that i will do something wrong and get humiliated. im alright if im with a friend or somebody i know.
• i always hold into some things, to ease the nervous im feelin! even if im just walking i need something to hold into.
• i tend to walk around at the workplace before i start workin! i tend to look for so many things that sometimes i dont even know what im looking.
• i drink black coffee, im a diet coke addict and with so much caffeine in my body, still ,i can easily sleep.
• im a cry baby and always selfpitying.. hat can i do im quite sensitive when somebody is understimating me
• im always concious and careful not to hurt somebody's feelings.

my desk..

i had this small bed side table since i move out from my aunt and uncle house, FYI i just move 5 house away from them, now i got my own room. my small but cosy room..i bought this desk in a car boot sale (its evry sunday here in aldershot) nothing special about it but with the glimpse of it i know it will be perfect for my hideout and mind you i bought it in a very cheap price of £2. yes you read it right! if youre wondering its not that old lets just say "antique"..hehe but still in a very good condition, anyway, it has 2 drawers, 2 small spaces for all my papers, coins, lip shiner, small notebook, medicines, watches, balms and etc. too many to mention.. *makalat e! hehehe but on the top of it is my laptop, lamp shade, picture holder with my three picture taken in different years, contact lenses, winnie the pooh frame and a bar of chocolate. see my mini table holds evrythings important to me. small but very useful.. i so love it.. if i can only ship it home in the Philippines, i would! so for now i will just cherish the remaining time im having it!

but since it it was small for evrything i need, my floor is the extension ..hehe