My pregnancy journey 1

Ok Ok its time to write down my pregnancy journey, before i will forget all about it due to anesthesia.

Im pregnant!!

   Its the faithful day of Aug 22 when we first tried to perform the pregnancy test because my menstruation was delayed for days, considering that it comes on the dot monthly. so as they it will give you more reliable result when you use it with your first urine of the day when h Cg is high in amount in your urine. So i did it, waited for a few minutes and saw a two lines, but the last line was a little bit fainted, i showed it to my husband with a little bit of disappointment and we both agree that maybe its a negative result because it doesn't look like as the picture showed in the box, so we threw it and continue with are activity for the day.

   On the same day, while we are on the car on the way to Makati, i am still bothered by the result so i Google the result looking for another interpretation, it says that two lines is a positive result no matter how faint the other one is, its because that the presence of hCg maybe low in urine. but i am still not satisfied so we decided to take another test the following day. :) (hindi pa ako nawawalan ng pag asa)

    The next day we are up early (due to excitement and appointment) and i tried to do the test again, and it gave us the same result and to make sure about it, we asked my  husband's sister in law to confirm us the good news :) and she said yes 'its positive".. Thank you Lord!!! my husband and i couldn't contain our happiness :) so i asked my husband to searched for the other HPT in the garbage because it is the first indicator that we our pregnant :)  and since we finished our other appointment earlier, we decided to drop by in a hospital to confirm my pregnancy and asked for advice by the reason of i am flying with my husband in a few days. 

   The doctor says I am on my fourth to fifth week of pregnancy, at first i couldn't understand how does it happen, my husband just got home from Saudi just the last week of july.. haha i was the one in doubt pa :) Dr. explained to me that it was counted from the first day of my LMP. "haha, ok ok now i do understand" then she asked me to have a urine exam and trans vaginal ultrasound. :)

   Everything was perfectly planned by God, 2013 was the year when my husband decided to take me with him here in Saudi, so we could start leaving together and the timing was so perfect I got pregnant before i came here. it was in my prayer na whenever I get pregnant dapat mgkasama na kami, and the Lord hears my prayer. i am so thankful and feeling blessed for everything that happened for everything we've been through to make this far. :)

"Commit everything you d to the Lord. Trust Him and He will help you.Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for Him to act."

Psalm 37:5,7  

sAd

haayy i feel so sad sad sad :(

i never thought this will happen, for so many years that we survived.. then all will end up like this, I'm still hoping i can forgive and just forget.. But whenever i think of it, i felt a little bit scared that you will just hurt me again, not physically but verbally..

when you were telling me things, i felt so stupid that i revolve my world around you, i base all my decisions in your convenience, i forget all about the things I should be doing then after all of that i will just hear all those words..

all along i thought its all Ok, but then again you just explore like a bomb, vomiting all the words you've been meaning to say all these weeks :'(.. i should have known, i should have ready myself :(

i promise myself na titiisin na kita and it is very hard, hard as hell.. im missing you terribly but i must do this.. i need to find myself and learn from it :(

i love you but good bye for now..

finding myself

I must say its not working.. it is really not working.. :(

Its almost everyday that i get irritated and annoyed even on a very small things, i like details, i like stories, i like to know everything, I know it is impossible but i like to know every single thing.. oh God! what is happening to me.. Is this the result of me being traumatized on what happened before?! I cant stop thinking, I cant stop suspecting, I cant stop myself from loving you eitheir.. ARGG! x-( what have you done to me..

Maybe we shoudnt have tried again, Maybe we should have give ourselves time to think and analyze every single thing and Maybe we should learn now how to live each day without each other. But how?! Im adicted to you, I check my messenger every morning my emails my FS messages, My FB wall. ARRG x-(

Now, I have to learn to live each day without u, any of u.. I know this is hard but how can i be the same old me towards you if i didnt do this or even try. I hurt you each day, I hurt myself for making myself angry each time i talked to you, I making a whole mess in both of our lives. I make your day not liveable, i ruin each day, each night..

I will just have to this, not later but now.. So, when the day we meet again Ill be the same person you love from the very first day you laid your eyes on..

Till, we meet again.. Im off to a quest in finding myself..

chika minute..

NEWSFLASH: Joan at Glenn, BREAK NA!

Nung isang araw lang ay napag alaman na hiwalay n ang halos 7 taon na magkasintahan, sanhi ng isang hindi pagkaka-unawaan na nahantong sa hiwalayan.Hanggang sa mga oras n ito ay hindi pa ng-uusap ng formal dalawa.

Abangan ang susunod n mga balita, para sa kanilang formal n pahayag.

LOVE is NOT enough

i give up! thats my word for the day..

its a free country and everyone is entitled for an opinion, whether it is good or bad. We can say whatever we think we need to say, and we based it on what we see and what we hear, and i wont be sorry for what ive said.

I said before that i dont want to be told nor to be pushed in what i do or think, for me i have my own choice and wat ever i chose it is because it is what i do best and it is what I think is right for me, I may sound boastful but that is me.

and because of this heated argument, I vomit the word ive bean meaning to say, months ago.. :-( i dont have any intentions of saying it outloud but you provoked me.

TIRED-" i am tired of waiting for nothing and tired of depending all my decision based on your convenience. I had it all in my hands before but I chose to throw it all and comeback cause that's what you say, thats what you wanted and that's what I think was right for us to be together soon! im tired of waiting on somebody who doesnt care what i want"

FINALLY-but I thank the situation that i finally had a chance to say it, i finally let you know what i feel, I finally let all my anger out. FINALLY..

WAY-this time i wont be the one who will asked for a sorry nor asked for us to comeback together, now its time for you to make a way.. and for me to find myself along the way. or maybe ill let this situation stay this way.

LOVE- My love for you is not enough for me to go on, i admit I am scared to face the world alone but I have to stand now and pick all my shattered pieces. I love you but I have to move on for now and decide for myself, base on what I really want and not because of what you think..

NOW_Im letting you go now, maybe one day our love will lead us back.. but for now l'll let it stay this way, i will endure all the pain it will bring..

am I SORRY?? not now maybe tomorrow.. :,(

im Too complicated

As we grow old, there are lots of things that we become aware of, like for me I got an answer to the question ive been asking for the longest time but still it doesnt end there. The results become more complicated for me : (.

When I was still in college Ive been asking myself what I really wanna do after graduation, Im I happy? Im I satisfied? or I wanna be somebody? There is always a voice behind me on evrything I dne for the past years, the voice that guide through my future, but sometimes whenever I fail I always regret that I follow that voice, but still inside me im always thankful.

When I decided to come home for good I finally set my mind on what will I do, I asked my parents If I can go back to school and pursue med, when they agreed I talk to all people concerns and they all approved for the step I will make. But then again.. Just recently I received a phone call from my uncle asking to complete my papers and somebody is willing to apply me for a work permit, inside me I wanted to go but I wanted to be a doctor and there comes my glenn asking "kailan na tyo mgpapaksal?" ahhhhhh I wanted to scream! I wanted to ask!! I wanted to......

why? why? why? when I finally knew what to do, when I finally got the answers it comes in three, now my problem is what to choose??

I want to be a doctor, but I want to get married and have children before im 30 but I also want to see the world :(

sikretong maliit..

39 little SecretsBe honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
♦ beh,beh,beh
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
♦ london bridge (my favourite place)
[THREE] What's your middle name?
♦ L_r_n
[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
♦ in a relationship and soon..
[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
♦ imposible un! he doesnt know i exist (isnt it mark rufallo)
[SIX] What is your current mood?
♦ emo..sad
[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
♦ Lita
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
♦ green and blue jacket
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
♦ naman..si gali un e..
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
♦ no! i am wat i am now, becoz of that
[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
♦ cyempre, pero bihira lumabas..=)
[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
♦ nearly paralize
[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
♦ surf the net (boring ang buhay ko)
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
♦ not really, life is too short too waste on them..
[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
♦ how i wish!
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
♦ not that much! i prefer comedy with a twist of romance
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
♦ last week (due to extreme pain)
[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
♦ family, bf and friends
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
♦ daddy
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
♦ height
[TWENTY-ONE] What's your biggest secret?
♦ i kept it burried in the past
[TWENTY-TWO] Where is your ex?
♦ dont care!
[TWENTY-THREE] Would you ever take him/her back?
♦ im happy and couldnt ask for more!ILY beh
[TWENTY-FOUR] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
♦ if I got time..
[TWENTY-FIVE] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
♦ juice.
[TWENTY-SIX] Do you speak any other languages?
♦ a few words lng
[TWENTY-SEVEN]
Whats your favorite smell?
♦ lavander spa.
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Describe your life.
♦ i had my share of ups and downsa and im still here a survivor in my own world
[TWENTY-NINE] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
♦ yata? ulan sa luneta! ha,ha,ha!
[THIRTY] Do you like the rain?
♦ not really, nakkalungkot e.
[THIRTY-ONE] What are you thinking about right now?
♦ sept 25 and loads of things thats need to be done.
[THIRTY-TWO] What should you be doing right now?
♦ nothing.im off so relax!
[THIRTY-THREE] What is your favorite memory?
♦ early years ng rel with beh, saya nun, i didnt think n i could to such things
[THIRTY-FOUR] What are you listening to?
♦ 105.4
[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
♦ si beh.
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last personyou yelled at?
♦ im not the type e..
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you act differently around the person you like?
♦ beh sagot??
[THIRTY-EIGHT] What is your natural hair color?
♦ black
[THIRT-NINE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
♦ my beh's text message!! txt txt n lng!

Firsts..

Let me share my first times here in England. (Random)

This is also my first time away from home.

UK: when I first came and we we're on the car going home my 1st ? is. Is this England? parang ghost town (lol) its because all the trees are leaves less (winter).
Phone call: lola's house (pinas)
period: I woke up 5 am int the morning and there it is.
tour around: we mistaken a building with spiky tower a church, thats why we kept on signing of the cross. =)
work: i got lost going to work, because i didnt notice how far it is from our house and i get tired of walking, so i called my aunt for the direction.
school: i jumped on the wrong train. i went southbound instead of nortbound =(
work 1st day: I choose to worked on the floor rather than feeding the residents, thinking that floor means "domestic work as in mopping. etc" =D
cry: i first shed tears at work because of a very unsupportive co-worker.
night duty: I was paired with an adaptation nurse, i didnt sleep at all, we done the kitchen work and ironing.=( paGod!
birthday: I was surprised by my aunt, she baked a cake, her sister cooked her specialty and had a little salo salo. sweet!
gift: my aunt bought me a winter jacket, nanang, gave me a blue pjamas, ate sally treat me at AM resto.
salary: I earned a £100+ for two days of work.
bag: a brown culdoroy body bag. cost £7
school: Guildford college, Guildford, Surrey. UK
out of town: Bath (its a school outing)
London: april '06 (spring time) we rode in a hop in hop off bus that will take you round the city
letter from Phil: from nanay on my birthday (jan 06)
Expensive purchase: Samsung digital Camera £114
Restaurant: Am with the sisters
House: 66 Grosvenor road
Vacation back home: Jaunuary 19, 2008 (after two years)

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crazy sked!

Oh my God! my schedule is C-R-A-Z-Y as in.. last saturday I work Night duty and the following day Ill be on LD. Oh boy! Oh boy! it hurts my head thinking how will do it?? WHAT?? so i ended cancelling the early shift and instead do the late shift, which still mad, because im still on nyt duty that sunday..(im crazy) Oh my God! if you only knew how tired I was last that I nearly fell off the seat sleeping on my night duty.. LOL!

.. and this morning ate yvette came to our house to use the webcam to chat with her family back home, and mind you i didnt care how loud they was. Im dead tired and if there's a fire on going, Ill be dead on the spot! :( gosh! I wouldnt do that kind of duty again.. never again! and to proved that when I get up. She left a note saying that she left at that time and borrow some dvd and i check my mobile leaving me a 7 missed call and a voice mail, saying that they we're trap downstair, the main door accidentally locked. :) oh GOd! im dead tired!

He keeps me going

Another entry for my beh..

ayy naku I dont know what to do without Him..

Everyday His text messages lights up my day kahit sometimes its the same messages i get, i dont care kasi i know its true. hehe! And sometimes there are unexpected friendster message that really lifts me up, especially sometimes when I came from work i was so tired and when i opened my email i will be surprise to see that there's a message from him, it will erase all the exhaustion im feeling and draw a smile in my face. sarap ng feeling di ba.. (kinikilig)

And these days are dating place is our web cams, thanks for the technology we're able to see each other anytime of the day and any day of the week. minsan kahit wala n kaming masabi basta, makita o magtitigan n lng kami sa web cam ok na. pwede na! tangal na uli ang pagod at ang puyat.

His also my friend, bestfriend and big brother. He plays many roles in my life and if I need to confide some things with my brother He will act one. If i need friend who will not judge me, he will be one. o db sarap maging bf si beh.. madaming pakinabang..LOL

He's my inspiration and He keeps me going what ever life brings me.. He never fails to cheer me up! love youmuch beh

100 FacTs about mAria jOan

001. Real name: Maria Joan
002. Nicknames: jo,joan, anjo
003. Married: in time! ;)
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 25
007. Highschool: Pedro Guevara Memorial National High School
008. College: Far Eastern University, Guilford college (uk)London college of Business and management and Scott's College
009. Residence: Sta Cruz, Laguna
010. Hair color: black
011. Long or short hair: shoulder lenght
012. Smoke: nope
013. Drink: yes... ocassionally
014. Available: engage! :)
015. Are you a health freak: not really
016. Height: 5'5"
017. Do you have a crush on someone: even more than that =)
018. Do you like yourself: yes... who else would? =p
019. Piercings: just the normal
020. Tattoos: none
021. Righty or lefty: righthy

FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: none
023. First piercing: after birth
024. First best friend/s: Deborah Veridiano (hi debs)
025. First award: Courageous
027. First pet: dog named "mj"...
028. First vacation: before two in baguio
029. First concert: sa Bonifacio
030. First crush: grade 2

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: nagpapantok
050. Drinking: water
052. Im about to: lie down and count the sheeps
053. Listening to: "Umbrella"

FAVORITES
054. Food: Pinoy and chinese food and anything spicy
055. Drinks: diet coke and water
056. Colors: blue,green and pink
057. Number: 28

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yes (3)...
059. Want to get married: of course...
060. Careers in mind: social worker

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic? =)
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Kissed a stranger: no
079. Drank bubbles: bubbles?
080. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes
081. Ran away from home: never
082. Liked someone younger: no
083. Older: yes
084. Broken someones heart: i think
085. Been arrested: for being kind?
086. Turned someone down: its for our good. =)
087. Cried when someone died: yes...
088. Liked a friend: i like all my friends. =)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: yes!
090. Miracles: yes!
091. Love at first sight: maybe...
092. Heaven: yes!
093. Santa claus: honestly YES
094. Sex on the first date: no!
095. The more you hate, the more you love: maybe..
096. Angels: yes! i am! =)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes!
098. Have you had your heart broken?: yes
099. Do you believe in God?: big time!
100. Repost this as "100 facts about (ur name)

deCided but still cOnfused.. : (

ive been hunted with some thoughts for a few days now and the advice im getting from friends made me more confused..(siggghhh)

because of the things going around my work place im thinking of cutting my stay short (as i said in my last blog) because i dont have any assurance what will happen tom, if im still be having a job or their own law of convinience has changed again and we will be the one who will suffer from it. (long siggghhh again..) im beginning to panic and couldnt work like before. just last night i notice that i can be annoyed easily and can loose patient completely and i hate myself being all that.. so i just walked away and talk to myself that its not fair for them to be affected or be the one n mapagbuntunan ng lahat ng ngyayari..

i asked four friends and i got a four different answer as well that made me totally confused.. haaaayy

personally, i am decided that whatever will happen i will not re-new my visa for so many reasons that some people wouldnt understand, so i woundnt detailed it much. i thought it many times and end up with a same solution.

i just keep in mind that there is life after all of these and this place is not the end of my dreams, but leaving it and ending it will be a new beginning of something great, this is not my land. but this country has thought me many things and i will keep it and be my guidelines with the new journey im going to take

i wish and hope that all the person close to my heart will understand that i have to this for some reason and another. i will take all the memories, laughs, cries and the friendship you offer me..

45 things about me

1. Do you like cheese?
♥♥ a little.. in the omelet and sa burger

2. Have you ever smoked?
♥♥ just a try, but it doesnt suit my personality.

3. are you a chainsmoker/changesmoker?
♥♥ n/a

4. Your favorite song(s)?
♥♥ amazed by lonestar

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
♥♥ not really

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
♥♥ juicylicious!

7. Favorite Christmas song?
♥♥ give love on christmas day! and pasko n sinta ko. its been 2 xmas that glenn and i are not together.

8. What do you prefer to drink inthe morning.
♥♥ coffee or milo

9. Can you do push ups?
♥♥ nope!

10. Favorite super-hero?
♥♥ Spiderman

11. What's your favorite piece ofjewelry?
♥♥ watch, i feel beautiful everytime im wearing one

12. Favorite hobby?
♥♥ internet, dvd movies

13. Secret weapon to get the oppositesex?
♥♥ my smile *i guess

14. blank!
♥♥ web break..

15. What's one trait you hate aboutyourself?
♥♥ cry baby and magastos!

16. Middle Name?
♥♥ Lar*n

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment.
♥♥ 1)im so full!
2)im not well, my throat is hurting!
3)should i come to school tom?

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
♥♥ 1)nothing. i got up late and i work in the afternoon.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?-
♥♥ coffee/milo ♥♥ water ♥♥ diet coke

20. Current worry right now?
♥♥ i cant come to school tom. im not well

21. Current hate?
♥♥ ung intrimitidang nepali gurl sa KFC

22. Favorite place?
♥♥ aside from my bed, london bridge!

23. How will you bring in the New Year?
♥♥ with a bang and next year i'll be spending it with my whole family *so excited!

24. Where would you like to go?
♥♥ Paris, France

25. Name three people who will completeyour day?
♥♥ 1.) Glenn 2.) nay & tay 3.) friends and kids

26. Do you own doll shoes?
♥♥ yes! i use at work

27. What color of shirt are youwearing?
♥♥ pale yellow

29. Can you whistle?
♥♥ yap like a man if you want

30. Favorite color/s?
♥♥ pink,blue, white and green

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
♥♥ if theres a chance why not, for a change ill try some thinkg unusual

32. What songs do you sing in the shower room?
♥♥ it differs, depends on my current mood

33. Favorite girl's name?
♥♥ aside from my name..alegra

34. Favorite boy's name?
♥♥ aside from glenn, mark

35. What's in your pocket right now?
♥♥ im on my pyjamas so, i dont have a pocket, but usually my rosary

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
♥♥ ate lorna.. i love her!

37. best bed sheets as a child?
♥♥ snoopy!

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
♥♥ i got a long abrasions in my R knee till my feet, its a fall from the stairs

39. Do you love where you live?
♥♥ most of the time yes..

40. How many computers do you have inthe house?
♥♥ a laptop

41. Who is your loudest friend?
♥♥ ate may! (lol) she'll tell you what she wants as long as she knows shes right.

42. How many dogs do you have?
♥♥ troodon and kids and tsutsu

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
♥♥ i dont know really, im not interested

45. What is your favorite book?
♥♥ the notebook, the wedding and geisha

sharing my thoughts.

it was my school day yesterday and as usual, im very lazy to get up and prepare.. i only come once a week and im still very lazy to go, maybe because of the travel and the ticket price (lol) anyway, its quite alright to go in london once in a while, and see the shops and go window shopping.. (hangang window shopping n lng LOL) and this past few weeks im enjoying evry minute of it coz im only staying in the country for the next 7 months or less.. oohh sad but its evrybody's decision.. everybody i mean, nay and dadi, my bro's, aunts, grandma and my glenn, well i agreed with them and come to think of it life is too short to be away from them so id better do right thing now.. take care of them and find an accesible job or just work around asia (Lol). coz unlike here, i have to earn lots of money to have a vacation, work 60 hrs/week and fly 18 hours home, so tiring! as if just in asia its like im just around the corner, they can easily visit me or i can go home in less than half a day.. get my point? anyway its just one of my option and another one is glenns proposal, wait for a year, get married and live together where he is working.. not finalise yet but definitely its a plan and a big step that needs a lot of thinking..

i can say that i had enough with the kind of life im living here, i mean people in my original work place are getting mean, unkind and unfair, the work is getting heavier, the pay is not enough. so what the point of staying, i know you will say get another job move to another place, the answer no. n-O. although i lessen my hour in that place and i had two other jobs but then again, if im in the Philippines i dont have to do all this things, i can get a job with a decent pay, get near with my family, and dont have to suffer every month thinking of all the things. im not happy anymore to tell you. ok! ok! im weak but im just being true to myself..

however if i get another job in another country and with a different status, i mean why not. because here with the student visa im holding its very hard for me. i need to go to school, take exams, pay tuition fee's, train fare's and etc.

anyway, i really dont know what i want now. Therefor ill stay here till my visa ends and figure it out.

-end of story!

some odd things about me

• i dont eat chocolates, spicy or anything complicated, complicated i mean, with mayo, corn, salads, or anything with milk if im going out. otherwise i will for toilet *pardon me* likewise if im out.
• i dont easily throw things, i kept them till i forgot about it. hangang maging basura na.
• i tend to put so much water when i cook.. i kinda like it soupy!
• im anti-social..i am so shy and always afraid being with the crowna nd especially in front of them, i feel that i will do something wrong and get humiliated. im alright if im with a friend or somebody i know.
• i always hold into some things, to ease the nervous im feelin! even if im just walking i need something to hold into.
• i tend to walk around at the workplace before i start workin! i tend to look for so many things that sometimes i dont even know what im looking.
• i drink black coffee, im a diet coke addict and with so much caffeine in my body, still ,i can easily sleep.
• im a cry baby and always selfpitying.. hat can i do im quite sensitive when somebody is understimating me
• im always concious and careful not to hurt somebody's feelings.

sabi nila, sabi ko..

.Ako ay si

♂ joan

2.Sabi nila

♂ mabait da ako..(lol)

3.Sabi ko naman

♂ my kanya kanya tyong kabaitan

4.Ang huli kong binili ay

♂ card para kay glentot

5.Ang huli kong kinain ay

♂ tinolang manok from ate lorna

6.Ang cellphone ko ay

♂ dalawa, line and prepaid

7.Ang huling nag missed call sa fone ko ay si

♂ mahalko

8.Ang huling nag text sa kin ay si

♂ mahalko rin

9.Nagising ako kaninang

♂ 1 pm. i slept around 11:30 am

10.Pagkagising ko

♂ umuwi ako at nagbihis

11.Ako ay nasa

♂ kwarto as usual

12.Ang kulay ng suot ko ngaun ay

♂ pink n pang-tulog

13.Ang kulay ng bed sheet ko ngayon ay

♂ lt. blue with flowers

14.Naiinis ako sa

♂ tamad at pala utos

15.Natutuwa naman ako sa

♂ may mga kusa.

16.Namimiss ko na

♂ nay nay and dadi ko

17.Hindi ko naman namimiss

♂ ung day duty sa MP

18.Huli akong uminom

♂ oct ata yun

19.Ang ininom namin nun

♂ lambrini and bacardi breezer

20.Kasama ko nun si

♂page, fhod at rose ann

21.Ang oras ngayon ay

♂ 6:50 pm

22.Ang nag send sakin ng survey na to..

♂ kinuha ko sa friendster

23.Nagsasagot ako nito kasi

♂ trip lng.. web break

24.Huli akong umiyak nung

♂ months ago

25.Pinaiyak ako ni

♂ cant remember

26.Huli naman akong tumawa nung

♂ knina kalaro ko c gali

27.Pinatawa naman ako ni

♂ gali pa rin.. so sweet!

28.Crush ko si

♂ mark rufallo *13 going 30

29.Crush naman ako ni

♂ not interested.

30.Pero mahal ko si

♂ Glentotko

31.Mahal naman ako ni

♂ Glentot ko

32.Ang kantang pinakikinggan ko ngayon ay

♂ amazed by lonestar

33.Gusto kong

♂ mg-travel and get a stable job

34.Gusto ko ng matapos tong survey nato kasi

♂ inaantok n me

35.Hindi ko na alam kung pano tatapusin tong survey ko kaya

♂ goodbye..

this past few days i was hooked on answering this kind of survey from friendster. la lang! i find it worthwhile doing, it reveals something about you, somethings that youre not concious about and the joy of sharing your thoughts, idea, feelings and being proud of what you achieved and where you are now.

so you should try one! happy answering!

keeping the faith

this morning i was very lazy to get up, i was planning to cancel my appointment with ate jen, but i was thinking i need to get another job. so i got up and hurriedly took a shower and get dress. the nursing home we went was really amazing, it was far different from the others ive been to, it was huge, spacious and you will feel that youre in a hotel. Its own by an american company and most of its furniture is shipped from america, beautiful place its a home away from home and i feel very welcome by all the staffs, they are nice and the residents as well. ummm its giving me a second thought about going home.. hehe *just kidding mahal

and after that we ate at nando's which is a portugese restaurant, the chicken is very nice, its one of my favourite resto. anyway after we eat we went home now together with mami mers who took her citizenship exam and passed it. *congrats mami! i went to ate mers house to give gali a present i bought in a toy store and i asked ate mers to call the job vacancy i saw last night in the internet, see i was getting desperate in applying work, im thinking of going home the soonest time if i loose my job.hehe!

but honestly i have been thinking it almost evryday, where will i pick myself if that things happened, option no.1: call nanay and ask for ticket fare. option no.2: call ate ethel and ask for two shift while im looking for another job. option no.3: do cleaning and hung up till i get job. oh dear! buhay abroad!!

yesterday i attend a mass and ask for guidance and support, its not that i only went to church everytime i need something, im always talking to him through my prayers but i feel more relieved when im at his house. anyway while i was doing all the interviews and application im thinking how about my application in KFC? but since its been a week before they reply
im already loosing hope about it. so i was surprise that while i was checking my mail i notice that my mobile is blinking(bec. its in a silent mode) its my cousin alfred, he told me that they received my employee no and i can start next week.. yipee :) thank you God!! i feel so relieved.. When God closes the door, He opens the windows..

questions.. la lang

1. say something about ur love life.
= im in bliss

2. fave song/s as for now?
= amazed by lonestar

3. fave tv show as for now?
= any news program.. especially the weather

4. last movie you saw?
= Dream girls

5. most expensive object you bought
with your own money?
= material things

6. coke or pepsi?
= diet coke

7. what happened last night?
= iwent to ate page b-day and upload pictures till dawn

8. have u ever fallen in love w/a
friend? who?
= no.. walang talo talo

9. What song is currently playing?
= OPM deparment by tito vic and joey

10. any pets? what are their names?
= dog sa phils, c troodon

11. do u have bestfriend?
= yes...

12. crush??
= wla e, im so much in love with bb.

15. ever broken someone's heart?
= i think so..

16. ever had your heart broken?
= from first love.. lol!

17. what did u do to the person who
broke your heart?
= i prayed for him & wished that he
finally found his true HAPPINESS & the
true meaning of LOVE...

SURVEY II
1. ANY PROBLEM??
= work? hehe

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
= kahit anu, i kept changing

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
= nag a upload ng pic

4. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT
WITH? WHERE?
= ate mers sa hastings

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT
YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?
= fushia n t-shirt

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
= update my friendster

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS
= coffee, ponytail an mobile

d9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
= 2 GBP

10. HOW'S LIFE?
= its been a sow roller coater ride but with faith im doing good.

11. HIPHOP or EMO?.
= none

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
= work! work! church

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR
EX?
= january 23 when he saw me he dissapears

14. WHERE IS she/he NOW?
= i dont know really, not interested.

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED
TO YOUR BESTFRIEND?
= sa email lng e

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED
U?
= ate jen

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LAST
NIGHT?
= ate phage haus, it was her b-day

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
= when my mom bought me a laptop

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR
FRIENDS?
= suklay?

20. WHAT WILL BE YOUR WEDDING SONG
IN CASE YOU GET MARRIED??
= ikaw..

lazy monday..

last night i promise ate mercy to come to their house as early as 10 in the morning, i was planning to come after the mass. but as i knew that the next day im off from work i stayed late last night just playing mobile games. so this morning i woke up around 10 am LOL! im late again, i went to their house around 12 pm. and i was laughing all the way up to thier house because im supposed to trick galiye but its her who tricked me.. heres the scene.

SCENE: i press the door bell and when i heard that somebodys coming, i hide behind the wall, but after a few seconds nobodys is there to look who rang the bell, so i went in and i was startled to see galiye, hiding behind the door as well.. LOL! ako ang naloko ng bata.

As usual, i had my dinner at ate mers house, she cooked my all the time favourite, mince beef, rolled it and cooked with tomato sauce. nice!

every monday, i woke up late, went out, go home, watch telly, eat and sleep.. what a unproductive day.. lol!! till next lazy monday!