current addiction

i just ordered those books at the internet, im currently hook into Sophie Kinsella's novels. I just finish reading "Can you keep a secret?" and now I'm starting with "The Secret Dreamworld of a shopahollic".. I'm on chpter two already and cant wait to read it continously. (cause im almost working everyday,and just have time whenever im going in the loo :) oooppps sorry! pardon me..)

weekly sked..

here's my weekly sked, everytime Im looking at it napapagod n agad ako.. haaayy napaka-routine ng life here kaya for the rest of my stay i might be doing this rota..

MON: Night
TUE: School day (diretso school after work)
WED: Night
THURS: Late ( after night again, sleep muna then go again)
FRI: Long Day
SAT: 4-10 (this is new to my rota, i requested it to avoid three nights on the row, and i make my morning available for exams in school)
SUN: Night

haayy tiningnan ko p lng yan im already exhausted, i dont have any proper day off noh. anyway ill be on annual leave again the 21st and 27th of july. So i might use it to go around London and to enjoy my remaining days..

takot ako e..

there are simple things that i am afraid of, just like opening my online bank account, a letter, answering a private no. or when receiving email.. those small things make my heart leap and make me nervous. pero what can i do i cant ignore tose things, i need to open, read and answer those. otherwise i wouldnt know. But i enjoyed each moment i overcome those situation.. hehe mukha akong tanga noh..

nasa isip ko lang..

haaaay naku.. earlier today i fixed one of my box going to philippines, it was a mixed emotion. nalungkot naman ako bigla, ewan ko ba.. pero natutuwa n rin naman ako at finally e malapit ko n uling makasama yung family ko. kaya isip ko n lang magkakaiba tayo ng kapalaran, hindi ito ang para sa akin, marami pang pwedeng mangyari sa akin sa pinas n baka mas masaya ako dun. haaayy (im I trying to convince my self or what? hehe..)

any way as I said, magkakaiba tyo, meron akong mga kakilala graduate ng magandang skul, pero anu? ng-asawa, ng pk nanay sa ibang bansa.. o di ba masaya cia?!. kaya di ba dapat lang nman hanapin natin ang mga bagay na makapagpapasaya sa atin at hindi ang mga bagay na matutustusan ang mga materyal na bagay na panganagilangan ntin..

Sasayangin ko nga ang opportunity na ito pero, pupunta nman ako sa lugar n kung saan masaya ako. kasi nman para sa akin routine n ang buhay ko dito, bahay, work, school.. tsaka sayang nman yung binabayad ko sa skul at nabasa ko pa sa home office n my bago namang law ung Home office. mg id n daw.. naku e mas lalo ng masusugsog kung napasok k o hindi.. hehe.. haaayy tama n gusto ko ng iwan ang mga prblema dito. gusto ko nman ng bagong adventure.. bagong challenge naman..tama n cguro ang tatlong taon ko dito..

quick get away..

these are the random pictures of my quick get away at Luton to visit my ate noreen and her family!

in front of their house with samuel..

in bed with shenly, showing the drawing she coloured

sammy while changing his nappy

posing with kung fu panda! hi yahhh!

playtime with sam

On my second day, we tarvelled all the way to Milton keynes from luton, its quite a long journey and it made me dizzy because of the round abouts.. but its worth it, the place is nice and the most im portant i spent time with my ate and family.. (w/o shenly, she's in school kc e :( )

Its been a relaxing three days, a short vacation but a well spent.. after long years of not seeing my ate noreen, (i think the last time was 2004) i finally got the time to visit her and her family at luton..they were now renting their own place but soon will moved out to share the roof with her friend ate stella and family. haayy i had so much fun with her bunso "sam", bungisnigis and laging nahabol sa mami nya but mind you the first time i held him, he didnt made any sound and didnt even got scared or anything hehe, maybe he sensed that im a relative.. :) haayy bitin yung stay ko.. but i will definitely visit them again sooonn.. one more time before i finally go home!!

love to be in love..

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay "Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything you do, Yeah they were all yellow" You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

in my dreams!

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A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style Your diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everything Of all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkle They are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority.

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resident- carer 2

scene 1: one night Mr. pm had an incident regarding his catheter. it accidentally pull out and need to send to the hospital for re-insertion. and fortunately He came back in the morning int ime for breakfast. At exactly 8am He went out of his room and shouted at the newly arrived day shift carers.

Mr. pm: whats that nose?
Carer: Good morning Mr. Pm. let's seat int he dinning room for breakfast.

All of a sudden Mr. pm cried..

Mr. pm: hu, hu,hu..
Carer: why?, what happened did they hurt you in the hospital?
Mr. pm: no.. its nice to be back.. (tears)
Carers: (all together) aaayyyy

-touch kami.. :,)

scene 2: at 8:30 pm tea and biscuit is served byt he night staff before putting the residents in bed. the lift in one wing was out of order so the carer needed to use the fire exit and it was made of wood. before she reach 2nd floor her footsteps was very heavy.

Carer: (knock) Hello Mrs. B, here's your tea.
Mrs B: (opened the door) come in. Is it you coming from the stairs?
Carer: yes love y?
Mrs B: i thought it was a baby elephant. ;(
Carer: lol

resident-carer relationship

scene 1: Carer went to give breakfast to the resident in bed. the carer's hair still wet so she havent tied it up yet.

Carer: good morning Mrs j, i got your breakfast here.
Mrs j: can you tidy up your hair, its getting on my nerves! :)

scene 2: Its dinner time and already serving pudding.

Carer: Mrs A, do you want plum with custard?
Mrs A: (with hearing problem) what?
Carer: do you want plum with custard?
Mrs a: what?
Carer: ok ill just give you yogurt! :)

scene 3: Sometimes the truth really hurts.. but what can we do?
Here patient calling the carer attending to him.

Mr. K: hey come here "fat face!"
Carer: :( (shocked!)

Scene 4: The nurse asking the client if he needs a pain killer. The nurse is a foreigner and got different accent.

Nurse: Mr G. have u got a Pain? (but she pronounced it as "pen")
Mr G.: (Look at his pocket) oh sorry i havent got.
Nurse: no! have you got pain? (pen)
Mr G: (getting angry) no! i havent got!
Nurse: no, i mean Pain! because if you got i will give you paracetamol.
Mr G: ah you mean Pain?? no, im alright (smiling) :)

Gosh, i nearly burst into laugh hearing them.. lol

Scene 5: The patient ask the care to seat her in the commode. as she sat ont he commode..

Carer: ummm you look very smart tonight. (nearly touching the face)
Mrs D: oh no! no! no! dont touch that you will ruin my beauty! :)

Life as I know it..

IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT MYSELF IS.. I wish i have a talent that I could show like singing or even in arts..


YOU MAY NOT KNOW THIS BUT IM NO GOOD AT..conversation.. i tend to run out of words to say and im afraid to ask question that i might offend somebody and ironing, thats why im always teasing Glen that by now He should practice doing it otherwise, He will be run after by an iron..LOL


TO WAKE MYSELF UP I.. open my bed side lamp, so i know that its already bright and need to get up.


LAST THING AT NIGHT I.. prayed and thank for the day i had, eventhough its not good as i planned or something unexpected happened.


IF I HAVE TIME TO MYSELF I.. always make sure that im reading a good book have a nice long shower and im well groomed, clean nails, hair not tied up and doing some notes..


WHEN IM FEELING DOWN I.. just tuck my self into bed or go outside and look for someone that i can talk.


MY "HAPPY PLACE" IS..my small but cozy room.


THE WORST THING YOU COULD SAY TO ME IS.. im dull and boring..(and bossy)


THE BEST THING MY PARENTS TAUGHT ME IS.."pakikisama" and looking back where you once been.. tried and tested, im not where I am now without believing that philosophy.


MY BIGGEST WEAKNESS IS..character debate, love ones.. it break my heart if i saw a love one being hurt or was hurt by someone.


MY BESTFRIENDS ARE.. my family, i can tell them anything under the sun


THE BEST DAYs OF MY LIFE WAS..being with family and love one again (jan'08) after two long years,when i came here in England and oct 02, 02 (figure it out!)


THE MOST ROMANTIC THING ANYONE HAS DONE FOR ME.. valentine candle dinner sa jollibee, lacson ave. Pooh friendship day at glorietta ('02) at lying under the star sa luneta ground.. and anything basta with glenn.

THE LAST FILM I SAW.. sex and the city.. hehe, im shocked with some scenes im not being innocent or anything but still..(lol)


THE SONG I CANT GET OUT OF MY HEAD IS.. amazing and dance with my fathe..

MY FAVOURITE RESTAURANT IS..im not very fond of eating out but Im always looking forward going to Nando's, its a portugese restaurant in Guilford.

ON MY LAST HOLIDAY.. i spent the first week with glenn, then family and on my last week i met old friends from colleges.

WHEN I WAS A CHILD I WANTED TO BE.. a nurse or a doctor, a pediatrician particularly.

IF I COULD BE ANYONE ELSE ID BE.. the Quee, cause I want to use the influence and power to help the needy all over the world.

MY BIGGEST INFLUENCE IS.. my daddy and of course my nanay.. love you both!

MY PROUDEST MOMENT IS.. actually everytime that I knew that ive done something good to others. and definitely my college graduation its every parents dream for their child.

THE SHOP I CANT WALK PAST WITHOUT BUYING ANYHTING IS.. before woolworths, i super loved their DVD bargains.

THE BOOK IM READING NOW IS.. Under the duvet by marian keys and i just finished "Can you keep a secret by sophie kinsella.. and the shoppahollic series is on the way now.. (bought it from amazon.com

ONE DAY IN MY LIFE..

sometimes when im all alone in the kitchen heating my food a question keep coming on my mind, "how I am surviving all of these?" cooking my own food, working, and living away from home (and more..) (sigh) whereas I can be with my mom and ican be happier. Ive been here for almost 2 1/2 year and there a lot of things that changed my life, being here is a very humbling experience, you will really learn na makisama and take good care of yourself, nobody care for you more but your own self.

Like now, im here in my room all alone, sitting in front of the laptop (which has been my life for the past 5 months). ive just finish watching tfc and now im editing this post. there is a part of me that terribly miss home. sometimes i was thinking, "what if i didnt come here? , im i Happier", "will i be able to feel all of these?", "would I become the persom I am now?", Will i wear the same perfume?".. may be yes and maybe not..

I am very thankful that the path of life cross me in these experiences, I met some good friends, i spent time with relatives, i experience studying here, i experience being alone, i humbled a lot, i have things, I learn to value more my family, my friends and love ones..(and more)
sometimes, we need to experience all of these to learnt he true meaning of life although sometimes its painful, but we learn to fight and it strengthen us more. and still believe that inspite all of these Life is too short to waste.. live .love and laugh!

no more monday night please..

last night was another toxic monday night. same day, same duty and same place! and i really hate it. Im doing my best in every duty but still there are things that has been missed... so id rather changed my work days dahil baka sa pangatlo masama p ako sa bibingo! good thing next week im on holiday so i will miss it but in the folowing wik i will make sure that my duty doesnt include monday nyt.. i want to complete my duty until oct.. so please spare me..

no more please... no more!

missing dadi..

Happy fathers day dadi.. i texted him yesterday early morning in the philippines, i got a reply from him "salamat. sinu po ito".. i was shocked and He even send it twice ;(.. my dad's making me furious very furious! i called him directly on my mobile and kidded.."who's holding your fon??" then He suddenly laugh "ayy ikaw pala, iba kc number mo" c",? panung iba e im still using my old number?? haaayy naku ang dadi ko confused na.. At that time his driving home to Laguna to celebrate the day with my mum and his grandchildren. haayy this is the 3rd time that i was far from him, and i miss celebrating the occasion with him, but this year i didnt forget to send him a father's day card.(yey! wat an achievement!)lol last year i forget and the first year was lost, maybe mr. postman thought theres something valuable inside it e picture ko lng un (lol) panakot nya sa daga..

my dad and I is quite close to each other there are things that i can tell to him that i couldnt tell my nanay and vice versa. we had so many fights when i was in college not because i a bad gurl but because i was looking for answer for the question that has left unanswered. before my dad wasnt complete without getting a call from him or text message. we always argue every weekend ( because i want to go home in laguna and he's not allowing me), we joke about my first bf and we share stories about my glenn and we exchange thoughts in somethings and come to a better idea.

oh how I miss my dad, he's not very showy but you can feel the sincerity in every words that comes from His mouth. but mind you my dad is good in His businees but bad when it comes t his tumana.(taniman) He wouldnt listen to us, He always follows his instinct and his heart thats why some people are taking advantage of Him..anyway, in few months time i will be hugging my dad again, share jokes, stories, laughs and anything under the sun..

happy fathers day daddy!! love you much and see you soon...

Love ko To!

my favourite meal at mc do at the moment,"the chicken legend with cool mayo" big time! so yummy, the chicken is a little crispier than the usual, the bread is like a pandesal and the mayonaise,yum! i never like mayo in my whole life but in this one, it got different taste than the original, its a little sweet but still with a bit sour. very nice! and this summer they got this " toffee swirl oreo mc flurry" very nice as well for 99p sulit na..

100 FacTs about mAria jOan

001. Real name: Maria Joan
002. Nicknames: jo,joan, anjo
003. Married: in time! ;)
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 25
007. Highschool: Pedro Guevara Memorial National High School
008. College: Far Eastern University, Guilford college (uk)London college of Business and management and Scott's College
009. Residence: Sta Cruz, Laguna
010. Hair color: black
011. Long or short hair: shoulder lenght
012. Smoke: nope
013. Drink: yes... ocassionally
014. Available: engage! :)
015. Are you a health freak: not really
016. Height: 5'5"
017. Do you have a crush on someone: even more than that =)
018. Do you like yourself: yes... who else would? =p
019. Piercings: just the normal
020. Tattoos: none
021. Righty or lefty: righthy

FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: none
023. First piercing: after birth
024. First best friend/s: Deborah Veridiano (hi debs)
025. First award: Courageous
027. First pet: dog named "mj"...
028. First vacation: before two in baguio
029. First concert: sa Bonifacio
030. First crush: grade 2

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: nagpapantok
050. Drinking: water
052. Im about to: lie down and count the sheeps
053. Listening to: "Umbrella"

FAVORITES
054. Food: Pinoy and chinese food and anything spicy
055. Drinks: diet coke and water
056. Colors: blue,green and pink
057. Number: 28

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yes (3)...
059. Want to get married: of course...
060. Careers in mind: social worker

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic? =)
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Kissed a stranger: no
079. Drank bubbles: bubbles?
080. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes
081. Ran away from home: never
082. Liked someone younger: no
083. Older: yes
084. Broken someones heart: i think
085. Been arrested: for being kind?
086. Turned someone down: its for our good. =)
087. Cried when someone died: yes...
088. Liked a friend: i like all my friends. =)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: yes!
090. Miracles: yes!
091. Love at first sight: maybe...
092. Heaven: yes!
093. Santa claus: honestly YES
094. Sex on the first date: no!
095. The more you hate, the more you love: maybe..
096. Angels: yes! i am! =)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes!
098. Have you had your heart broken?: yes
099. Do you believe in God?: big time!
100. Repost this as "100 facts about (ur name)

siya at kami..

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Your Career Personality: Detail-Oriented, Observant, and Hard-WorkingYour Ideal Careers:

Designer
Family counselor
Independent store owner
Interior decorator
Museum curator
Nurse
Preschool teachers
Social worker
Stay at home parent
Teacher

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work and school

After my night duty, i just stayed in my room eat and get ready for school, i cannot do anything, tuesdays has always been my school day and for the fact that i havent been attending my class for the past two weeks (buti na lng mabait ang school) because evrytime i plan to go, something hapened or i feel so tired and very lazy to travel all the way to London.

But since im still considering to re-new my papers (70% NO,20% YES and 10% unsure) for another year. I was forced (by myself) to get ready and be convinced that it is for my own good. (and i will thank myself one day) and you see i came from a three row of night duty which all of it i havent got a rest (a decent one i mean. aka "nap") since i havent got a choice i just brought along my sunglass to cover the black circling my eyes and the eye bags so it wouldnt be too obvious as well that I am sleeping while travelling. (lol)

taken after class and already on the train going home. i was past asleep coming to London so i didnt bother to take a shot.

meet my lil marimar (galiye) isnt she so sweet and pretty?!

breakfast

For the last two mornings i was having the same breakfast (as pictured) after a long and tiring night duty, i couldnt help but eat as much as this, so i wouldnt be disturbed in the middle of my sleep just because my stomach is aching.. and im very lazy to come down and cook as well. (lol)

Evrytime im tired i forget all about my diet, it must be understandable. hehe.. reasons!

Grey's anatomy

bonding time..

these pictures was taken a fortnight ago, my little friends and I are having a good time lying on the floor, this was after our (their moms) night duty. we wanted to sleep, so to keep the kids away from disturbing us, we went out for a while and go round the town (so we all get tired and get a good sleep).. but still they dont seem tired but we are. we cant do anything but left them playing and keeping an eye on us (lol)

i say..

yesterday somebody asked me again if im really goin home and i said yes, i knew for the fact that my friend was against it, he kept on teling me that im going to waste my opportunity, im already here and i can build my dreams here.. I knew i can, and i tried it already for almost three years but nothing happened. I dont blame this country or anyone for it., i just accept the reality that this may be not my land and my dreams are yet to fulfill in another place at the right time. I cant explain to everyone else what my heart desires, i just follow what i think is right for me and if i fell down for the second time I only have myself to blame for everything.

kaw kasi e.. panu na?

bkit ganun? di ba kaya ka nman nagseselos kc natatakot kang mawala yung taong mahal mo, natatakot k n maagaw ng iba? db?? e panu kung m-miss interpret? panu kung ang isipin ina-under mo n cya panu un? at panu kung sabihin syo n pinaparusahan mo n cya sa mga ginagawa mo para sa kanya.. masakit db?? anu bang tama? pabayaan cla at mag intay n lng?? panu kung sa loob ng isang araw di ka n-miss, at sabihin sayo n inaway mo kasi? panu un? anung mararamdaman mo? kaw kc e, masyado k magmahal.. teka mali ba un?

on the other hand..

the sun was out yesterday so, its nice to go to school and visit london as well but unfortunatly, i wasnt able to go because i was late from the call time that i set myself, and i made ate mercy upset for letting her wait for half an hour*sorry* so, instead of going to school we just treat the kids in the aldershot indoor pool, OMG! we walk from ate mercy's house till there which is about half an hour plus 1 stop.(lol) the children had a great time plus us adults, they dont even want to get out of the water and go home, eventhough you can see that their body is already shaking (hehe). and we head home for another 30 mins walk. The children fell asleep in their buggy already and i felt the same as the winds blows in my face as if my bed was calling me and have a lay down.. (lol)

while on our way home ate may asked me the same question she always asked "uuwi kn b talaga?" :)

and just an hour ago, i just came home from ate aileens small get together for her b-day, which we enjoyed much.. and everytime they will tease me about me going home for good my uncle will say "berat yang batang yan" ;) and when they repeated it again he said "ewan ko b jan, dami daming gustong pumunta dito tapos cya" :) and on the way home ate karen asked my again and from nowhere my uncle said "pautangin kita ng png-renew" :) ummm good offer..(lol)

when i got to my room i opened my laptop and check my mail and saw a mesagge from kuya dino " kung ako sa iyo..wag ka muna umuwi" :)

haayyy their making me confused, last month im all decided.. now their making me having a second thought.. but on the other hand.......................................................................

thanks toni..

ive got the idea of that smile box from an old friend,now a mother of two gorgeous boys and i love reading her blog entries, it seems like shes only beside you telling her family stories.. a big Thanks mrs. tOni tiangco

our love story

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

Make a Smilebox photobook

collection..

when i was in grade school i was very fond of collecting stationaries not just the ordinary one but the scented one.. i just love collecting them, i dont even use it i just kept in one of the drawer, when i was in high school i just found it eaten by rats..sad =( by then i stop collecting things but rather i keep something i feel imporatnt to me, but then again it just turn out to to be a file of kalat and my mother had to throw some of it, she kept on telling me that one day i will just found a snake living in it.. takutin b ako! lol

when i was in college,oh i like to visit the SM character shop for a bag or a pouch and my collection grew again until i didnt take notice with the older ones, thats bad of me. i remember when my mobile was snatch the snatcher had to rip my favourit bag, i was on the way to school and riding the jeepney, i didnt pay attention dun sa mg lola who kip on moving beside me.. then i just that my fon was missing when i reach the school library.. poor me!

When i was new here int he UK, i was very thrifty and wouldnt but anything from my salary, but when summer came i started to buy clothes because all the things i brought from the philippines was for a winter weather. and jut as usual i wasnt aware that im already having a collection and until now some of the clothes i bought before is still in my closet waiting or still in plastics (with tags).. haaayy.. but these past few months, i shifted my interest in a watch.. i started with a watch who supposed to be for my mother, and I get very fond of it from then on evry salary i make it to buy a piece and not the number is growing and lovin it..now im very much looking forward evry payday.

shut up!

last night i just got hurt for some reason, i prove to it that blood is thicker than water.. a relative of mine is facing a big trouble, i havent confirmed it personally, i just heard it from hearsay, the news broke last week and it has been named to me just recently, at first, its ok, i just kept quiet anyway i dont know what really happened and we're not really close, but last night when i heard a somebody talk about her its just, i wanted to tell them off, she's still a fellow filipino and we're foreigner in this country, why just dont we support her in silence and keep things to ourself.. i thought eventhough we're not close and very seldom to see each other she's still my cousin and whatever i heard still hurt me..

i am a Caregiver

have you seen sharon cuneta's new movie titled "caregiver". it was shot here in the UK, most of Us filipino's here in england are very excited with the movie. (i think sharon will come for the premiere, or she already came)*my apology*

im a sharonian ever since and i cant wait to see the movie, ive seen the trailer may times and, it put me to tears,its because its like seeing myself with the character being a caregiver here.it gives a different impact,actually its really a mixed emotion, because i can relate with the kind of work and i know the hardship of being a caregiver, there are times na some residents will just crown you or kick you, but you cant do anything di mo nman pwedeng gantihan, first mentally, theyre already ill and they dont know what theyre doing most of the times, second thats why we got a job because of their situations and third, you are there to look after them and make sure they're alright.

being a caregiver is a very humbling job, most of us is a proffesional in the Philippines and because we're seeking for a good life for our family back home, we endure all the pain, the loneliness, the hardship and just take where the wind blows us. there are some patients and co-workers who are racist and will give you a hard time just because they dont want your colour, the place where you came from, they will criticise the way you speak and so on.. but inspite all that being a filipino and known for a hardworking you will accept everything and just be patient and just pray..

in my own experience, being a caregiver here in the UK open my eyes to the real world.. its not easy to make money, no work no pay! when i was starting, i found the job very degrading,and kept asking myself why i am here?! but as the time past by i begun to love the job and the patient, sometimes your day wouldnt complete without seeing your favourite resident, and its an achievement when you teach them something and they will still remember after a few days and when they do remember your name. its a very nice feeling. but on the other hand when somebody dies we also feel that a part of the family has gone, we just think that its already time to end their suffering and they will have a journey where life is more beautiful.

It is a tiring job as well, you'll get backpain, knee pain from keeping on walking up and down, headache and hign blood (as for me!lol) but at the end of the month when we receive our payslip.. everything will be fine(lol)

c glentot ko!

this picture was taken when i went home sa pinas, sa Sm san Lazaro, while we are waiting for mami mers sister, i think we took a twentyish pic before she came, but i wont post all of it here (lol), and while waiting we also plan our quick get away for the next day.

that day was very memorable, so many things had happen, so many laughs and lots of plan changing.. aand for the first time again, i saw Glen na malungkot, natakot and excited.. o db as in mixed emotion sya.. hehe.. nakakatuwa, i really miss the old him. Him, two years way back before i went here in the UK. eventhough we really dont spend much time together, only weekends or sometimes hindi p nga due to some family occsions but he will definitely find time to see me during the weekdays..Sweet! there are times na He will visit me sa shop or he will text me that he's coming and ill meet him at the nearest mall.. ayun, ganun ganun lang its becoz His also busy working and me doing some stuff or im staying in Laguna..

but we're both thankful na we dont see each other much, otherwise naku, away cguro kmi ng away..hehe natural lng nman pero kc di ba nakkasawa din at least if di kmi nmgkita for 5-7 days we really miss each other and we wouldnt dare to fight or even argue di ba..

He's always been very patient with me, He been through a lot with me and im to handful to handle for Him.. hehe.. kahit makulit na ako, he will just keep quite until i stop and sya nman magagalit..hehe. i remember one time nghabulan p kmi sa Sm makati to mrt to lrt and end up sa Tayuman.. i dont remember na wat really happened..hehe.. well sorry mahal.. =)

haayy,how i miss him.. cant weyt to see him again.. till next tym panget!