sometimes when im all alone in the kitchen heating my food a question keep coming on my mind, "how I am surviving all of these?" cooking my own food, working, and living away from home (and more..) (sigh) whereas I can be with my mom and ican be happier. Ive been here for almost 2 1/2 year and there a lot of things that changed my life, being here is a very humbling experience, you will really learn na makisama and take good care of yourself, nobody care for you more but your own self.
Like now, im here in my room all alone, sitting in front of the laptop (which has been my life for the past 5 months). ive just finish watching tfc and now im editing this post. there is a part of me that terribly miss home. sometimes i was thinking, "what if i didnt come here? , im i Happier", "will i be able to feel all of these?", "would I become the persom I am now?", Will i wear the same perfume?".. may be yes and maybe not..
I am very thankful that the path of life cross me in these experiences, I met some good friends, i spent time with relatives, i experience studying here, i experience being alone, i humbled a lot, i have things, I learn to value more my family, my friends and love ones..(and more)
sometimes, we need to experience all of these to learnt he true meaning of life although sometimes its painful, but we learn to fight and it strengthen us more. and still believe that inspite all of these Life is too short to waste.. live .love and laugh!
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