my bhe's vacation

These photos was taken randomly when my bhe was here for his annual vacation. Ive waited for three years for this moments, this is the longest period of time that we have been together since we separated, but of course separated by distance only.. :D

when I learned that he'll be coming home for a month long vacation I decided to postpone my search for a job, cause I wanted to spend more time with Him and all I can say now is ITS WORTH IT.. (now Im back in hunting for a job).

He usually spends every afternoon in our house, whenever He's here in Sta cruz, so I make it to a point to plan a ittle activity for us to bond like, cooking palitaw, cooking dinner, preparing lunch for him, going to church on weekdays, walking(which we like, so we can spend time longer, and talking about anything) and some out of town trips.

If I wer in Beijing

i will play..

You Are Softball

While you do like competing, you like cooperating even more. You find working with a group to be much more invigorating than going solo. You are a true team player. You like contributing to the win!

What Olympic Sport Are You?

Actually I was surprise with the result of this quiz. I remember nung buhay pa yung mga lolo ko sa mother side, gustong gusto nila akong maging player ng softball. I tried a two day practice but i didnt come back. lol! My gudness, ang hirap ha, the bat was heavy and i couldnt catch the ball. The feminine side of me rules.

hapy b-day ois!

My baby just turned 11 today! o how time quickly flies, dati karga karga ko lng yan and tinuturuan ng kaartehan, ngaun aba nagdadalaga na!

miss you my darling.. ill see you soon!

inang..

My Grandmother from my father side, passed away yesterday at 4:30pm at our family house in Nueva Ecija. When I learned the news from my mother, I cant stop crying for about four hours. These is one of the dreadest day in my life. It is the 2nd time that I lost grandparent, and to make I wasnt home to mourn and pay respect to her. The past few days I was very agitated and kept thinking about something, because since my father's uncle died I was very scared that something will happen and I am not ready in so many ways.

I was telling my dad weeks ago, that Inang will wait for my homecoming before she will rest in peace, dad explained to me that she is really poorly and getting bad as each day passes by. I knew this will come but still it hurts. It hurts because I was hurt for my dad that she loss her mother. A mother is a mother and for me I will feel incomplete without my mother. I realize how much I Love my dad that i kept thinking how will i comfort him despite of the distance. i kept calling my mom for any update, how dad is doing and any detail for my Inangs funeral..

I remember when I was a child we visit her once a month. Pagdating ko she's not satisfied with just a mano she will embrace me tight and say "ang maganda kong apo" =) and She will be busy entertaining us and during siesta time you will find her in the neighboors chatting or sleeping in their room. The house was still made of bamboo sticks but really its was very homey. I remember before they renovate it palagi akong nalalaglag sa my kusina, since it was built since my father was a child so marupok na, so evrytime i run in the kitchen mabubutas ko ung sahig, naku gas gas nnman! My inang was there para patahanin ako.

One time its anihan ng tanim nyang kamatis sa tumana, I asked her if i could make ani din, She said go on and I will pay you Php2.50 per tiklis. Gudness! and init, nagitim n ako at lahat, hindi ko pa rin napuno ang tiklis. So i will end up na nakikiparte na lang sa mga pinsan ko. =)

When she was still strong and younger She is active sa simbahn sa mahal n araw, nagpapluto yan ng pansit at dadalhin nya sa simbahan, syempre bitbit nya kaming mgpipinsan. Actually she got a sense of humour, maloko talaga and talagang tatawa ka.. =)

Oh my God.. I miss my inang, buti n lng umuwi me last january, i still spend time with her although saglit lng but at least di ba. nung pagdating ko ng madamling araw, She's awake and I asked her if she still do remember me, sabi ko anak ni amang. haha! sabi nya "si maan" =,) yey! mnatandaan nya ako and she said "pahinging pera" he,he.. Si Inang talaga.. =)

I know she's now in good hands Of our Lord, Inang i will miss you and Im missing you now. Till we see each other again! love you.. :,(

missin my beh

Its been 5 months now since I last saw Glenn, It was two days before His flight to KSA. it was just a simple goodbye. That day, we went for a walk, bougth goto for our breakfast and chat for a litte while. He went to teir home to take a bath and i fell asleep waiting for Him., after an hour or so He came back with his bag. He just woke me up, plant a kiss in my fore head and give me tight hug as he said goodbye and thats it. It was the last time I saw him in person. I didnt come to drop Him at the airport, as I knew it will just be difficult for both of us.

Thank god after three months in KSA He already got his own laptop so every now and then we get to see each other via web cam. and during free time or when i really really miss Him na i will call him and sometimes it will be a direct call, which means It will charge me big time! haaayy pag inlove k nga naman noh!

im coming home in three months time, naiinip n nga ako e, sometimes time seems to pass by so slow. But my beh is not so sure if He could have the same vacation month as it was a bit difficult to ask for it. but anyway I'll be staying in the Philipppines for good so I'll just be there anytime He could go for a vacation. haayy kakainip sana bukas n yun! :)

missing dadi..

Happy fathers day dadi.. i texted him yesterday early morning in the philippines, i got a reply from him "salamat. sinu po ito".. i was shocked and He even send it twice ;(.. my dad's making me furious very furious! i called him directly on my mobile and kidded.."who's holding your fon??" then He suddenly laugh "ayy ikaw pala, iba kc number mo" c",? panung iba e im still using my old number?? haaayy naku ang dadi ko confused na.. At that time his driving home to Laguna to celebrate the day with my mum and his grandchildren. haayy this is the 3rd time that i was far from him, and i miss celebrating the occasion with him, but this year i didnt forget to send him a father's day card.(yey! wat an achievement!)lol last year i forget and the first year was lost, maybe mr. postman thought theres something valuable inside it e picture ko lng un (lol) panakot nya sa daga..

my dad and I is quite close to each other there are things that i can tell to him that i couldnt tell my nanay and vice versa. we had so many fights when i was in college not because i a bad gurl but because i was looking for answer for the question that has left unanswered. before my dad wasnt complete without getting a call from him or text message. we always argue every weekend ( because i want to go home in laguna and he's not allowing me), we joke about my first bf and we share stories about my glenn and we exchange thoughts in somethings and come to a better idea.

oh how I miss my dad, he's not very showy but you can feel the sincerity in every words that comes from His mouth. but mind you my dad is good in His businees but bad when it comes t his tumana.(taniman) He wouldnt listen to us, He always follows his instinct and his heart thats why some people are taking advantage of Him..anyway, in few months time i will be hugging my dad again, share jokes, stories, laughs and anything under the sun..

happy fathers day daddy!! love you much and see you soon...

our love story

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

c glentot ko!

this picture was taken when i went home sa pinas, sa Sm san Lazaro, while we are waiting for mami mers sister, i think we took a twentyish pic before she came, but i wont post all of it here (lol), and while waiting we also plan our quick get away for the next day.

that day was very memorable, so many things had happen, so many laughs and lots of plan changing.. aand for the first time again, i saw Glen na malungkot, natakot and excited.. o db as in mixed emotion sya.. hehe.. nakakatuwa, i really miss the old him. Him, two years way back before i went here in the UK. eventhough we really dont spend much time together, only weekends or sometimes hindi p nga due to some family occsions but he will definitely find time to see me during the weekdays..Sweet! there are times na He will visit me sa shop or he will text me that he's coming and ill meet him at the nearest mall.. ayun, ganun ganun lang its becoz His also busy working and me doing some stuff or im staying in Laguna..

but we're both thankful na we dont see each other much, otherwise naku, away cguro kmi ng away..hehe natural lng nman pero kc di ba nakkasawa din at least if di kmi nmgkita for 5-7 days we really miss each other and we wouldnt dare to fight or even argue di ba..

He's always been very patient with me, He been through a lot with me and im to handful to handle for Him.. hehe.. kahit makulit na ako, he will just keep quite until i stop and sya nman magagalit..hehe. i remember one time nghabulan p kmi sa Sm makati to mrt to lrt and end up sa Tayuman.. i dont remember na wat really happened..hehe.. well sorry mahal.. =)

haayy,how i miss him.. cant weyt to see him again.. till next tym panget!

my little darling ois..

my aunt send me a cd of pictures, taken early this month when my baby ois (center) e sumali a sagala.. as the saying goes, time flies quicly, my little darling is now a grown up, i remember accompanying her, during her dance practice in school and fetching her after class or tidying her hair before going back to afternoon class.. haayy i miss her year 4 and 5, would you believe next year she's already graduating in elementary and ready to step in high school life then after four years e college na..my god! im missing all those moments in her life.. haaayy.. :( anyway before the year end i will finally see her again and i promise to witness her graduation rights..

isnt she pretty in her gourgeous, simple but elegant gown?! the clolour is for kids tlaga.. ganda noh.. by the way i only sound like her mama but im only he cousin and big sis.. hehe

included in the pic are (l-r) mami doring and daughter pam, mami edith, my nanay, tita glo, aj and katkat.. i miss them much.. especially katkat because she lives in la union, but i woludnt miss to visit them when i go home.. and la union is just an hour away to baguio.. o db double pleasure..

high school memories

the other day while we were walking home, topic about high school life suddenly pop from no where, ate lorna and I we were gigling about it all the way home..
i wonder what happend to all my friends and batchmate back then, im happy and contented on where i am now but im still striving for the best..we will be celebrating our decade anniversary next year, oh god! hove time quickly flies..


lets reminise..


i enjoy my high school life the most, you will learn almost everything in high school, from academics to kalokohan, personal to relationships, maghabol ng crush, sundan, mind you pati mga rooms and skeds alam..lol! when your in first year, your still afraid to break the rules, you still wer the proper uniform, shoes and you follow the time table, never been late, present in all school activities, and you bought all the school ticket, public school but so many charity tickets and soliciting.. in second year, medyo ok na its like you pass in first year so you have the guts now to do something and break a little rule, medyo pasaway na.. third year, medyo matigas n bungo, cutting classes, not attending p.e. you got all the allibis in the whole school, not wearing proper uniform, tinatakasan ang guard.. fourth year, medyo mabait n hindi.. mabait coz baka di ka mk-graduate and hindi kc matigas n ulo aba e fourth year na senior years kumbaga, hari harian n, kayan kayannan mga first year.. (hindi ako un ha.. im not friendly e) hehe.


i will remember the most is my friends, we were together since our first year, ng-away, nagtampuhan etc.. but on the funny side kakaiba sila, i got this two friends who use "papel de hapon and crepe paper" as their lipstick, oops yes.. you read it right.. theyre most happy when christmas is coming..lol!but sometimes candy, do you remember the lipps candy? o db mas sosi yon and mas red, instant glow n sa lips mo.. and most of them carry in their badgs a handy mirror, it comes in all shapes and sizes and color, its eitheir thay kept it in their pocket, purse o they just ket it in their hands (just in case they bump in their crushes, quick look muna baka my muta..lol) they even retuch before going home, o db uuwi n lng they still have to look their best..

im a late bloomer, i dont do things like that during that period, im not very concious and dont even care how i look.. before i go out of our house, i just comb my hair and ayos na.. its because when i was kid allergic ako sa powder and i dont feel like being a girl.. (the truth is im boyish at that time) but i always keep a hanky in hand, just in case something wrong happend to me or i was being humiliated or anything (im a cry baby) i have something to wipe my tears.. one time somthing happened in the classroom and i went out of the room because my teacher was very angry, (coz i dont want to participate in a test or quiz bee) i was weeping in the corregidor, and my crush was coming in the direction im facing, hmp! i dont care naiiyak ako e.. i always been a unconfident girl, maybe because of the past experience..


batch 99.. i hope my re union so we can catch up, and see each other again up close and personal.. not only here in friendster..


good luck evryone and God bless

sooo inlove!

first night back home, so happy to see my glenn.

january 24, went to tagaytay for a short vacation together before parting ways again. soo happy!

i know this is very late to blog but tonight, i feel im so inlove and cant wait to see my bb again, 7 months more to go before we'll see each other again. and i feel so bored already waiting for that to come.

anyway, i was very happy that even for a short time weve spent quality time together before he left for saudi, yes he left when im having my vacation, but im still happy, it better than never at all. eventhough we had problems in the past the magic was still there and everything vanish, we didnt talk any of that, as if nothing happened, we're just both happy that we're back in each others arm again. and its a very amzing feelin! i cant explain and if only i could stop the time and just be with him. haaayy but life has to move on and time will come that we wont need to seperate again.. love you mahal.. cant wait to see you again! mwahhh

100 truths..

100 truths
Message: ARE YOU:

1. Perfect: nO
2. Tall: 5'5"
3. In your pajamas: yep!
4. Left handed: nO

LAST

1. Friend you saw: none yet, havent been out.
2. Talked to on the phone: glen
3. Person to text you: mahalko
4. Was today better than yesterday: kinda, im off from work.

FAVORITE:

1. Number: 28
2. Color: pink, red
3. Food: pizza
4. Place: phils and my room

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
- text my bb.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- kinda, too much to tell

Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
- Enchanted
Q: Where is the last place you went?
-manor place *work

Q. Do you smile a lot?
- not these past few days

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- yes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
- definitely yes

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- in my own room *uk

Q: Why did you sleep there?
- nA

Q: When was the last time you cried?
-the other day..LOL!

Q: What was your last thought before
going to sleep last night?
- my family int he phil. and bb

Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad ten being great?
- 9

Q: What do you hear right now?
- cars from outside.

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
- nope

Q: What's your favorite month?
-january,oct. and december

TEN EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now?
- sooo much

7.Are you single?
- engage to be married

8. Are you tired?
- not now, ive slept well

9. Are your parents still married?
- but of cors

001. Real name?
- maria joan

Walang 002

003. Eye color?
- brown

004. Zodiac sign?
- aquarius

005. Male or female?
- female

006. Single?
- engage to be married

007. Blushing?
- nope

009. Smart?
- hmmm...kinda?

010. Hair color?
- brown

011. Long or short?
- short na ngaun

013. Sweats or Jeans?
- jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
- both

015. Health freak?
- nope

021. Righty or lefty?
- righty

FIRSTS:

024. First best friend? deborah
025. First award? best in math
026. First enemy? my bro.
027. First pet? pig.
028. First vacation? baguio

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating? nope
050. Drinking? nope
052. I'm about to? text bb, and ate mers kc im super late na
053. Listening to? cars from outside
054. Plans for today? rest, rest, rest!
055. Waiting for? a txt msg from him

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:

068. Lips or eyes? eyes
070. Shorter or taller? taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous
074. Sensitive or loud? sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship?
relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles? never
080. Lost glasses/contacts? glass
081. Ran away from home? never
084. Broken someone's heart? i think..
085. Been arrested? nope


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Do you like someone? love someone
098. Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? i am.. this is one of my lifes great adventure.
100. Post as 100 truths? sure.