"Often times God demonstrates His faithfulness in adversity by providing for us what we need to survive. He does not change our painful circumstances. He sustains us through them. = Charles Stanley
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Monday, 24 March 2014
My pregnancy journey pt 2
"Often times God demonstrates His faithfulness in adversity by providing for us what we need to survive. He does not change our painful circumstances. He sustains us through them. = Charles Stanley
Thursday, 8 May 2008
catch me im falling..
i havent thought that today will changed evrything ive planned for, another judgment today for me, another trial and another unforgetable moments.. the place i used to love is a total dissaster right now, the head was both a horrible cow.. i really dont know how will i express my feelings right now im in a total mess, im so confused and really cant decide what i want at this moment.. but one things for sure my plan is soon to take place, much earlier than expected..
my working hours is again reduced to the mininum and now i dont know what will hapen to me, i was calculating, and realise that im goin to earn only what i need to sustain my stay here. not a very good point of continuing to live here. ad considering that why should i stay longer and continue all these and in the end i will just end up in the same story why dont i cut the story short. these are the thoughts that continuesly playing in my mind. (long sighhhh)
actually after hearing the news i hurriedly run to the computer and check the ticketing website and check the flight availability on july.. i feel so stressed and couldnt express what i really want, i feel so down, why all of these is happening again when im trying to rebuild all the hope that once lost and now for the 2nd time all of it was falling apart again.. again again again.. i was given to see that there is light after the darkness, but now after a small sign of brigthness it became gloomy once more...
Saturday, 3 May 2008
bbc no more..
Sunday, 27 April 2008
ingGit K laNg..
the other day somebody relay on me that a so-called friend tells that "im MagAstos, Thats y I cOuldNt save" ... oh i see!! so here i can tell them.. "im spending my own earnings and at least i dont have to borrow just to buy what i want".. maybe they just envy me and couldnt say anything good..
my lifestyle is just simple and i just buy what i can afford and at least with my small salary i still can save even a little.. i spend most of my money now with foods and fon cards.. nothing else cause as much as possible i want to save and go else where before i finally go home for good..
so with the big mouths, make it smaller and think a hundred times before you open it..
Saturday, 26 April 2008
bReaKing uP
personally im a bit liberated as glenn tells me when it comes to that, when something wrong happened between the two of us, i do my part in saving it and make up for the lost time, in some situation i lower my pride but not to the extent of begging, for me kasi when i knew na ive done my part and nothing happened i just let it go.. i should respect myself first and still leave a litle love for myself.. and letting go doest mean na you stop loving the person its just you need to rebuild your life back, pick up the pieces and return your dignity that you lost along the way fighting for the man who once own your heart..
but i know its hard but you need to move on and be open to what comes ahead, dont completely shut your heart, it just needs sometime to heal.. para one day when you see each other again, youre alright na and you can face him with lots of confidence and not with bitterness..
Saturday, 19 April 2008
glenn_joan
-as friends, in SM Mla, in front of national bookstore and he's late.
*how about in being a couple?
-same venue, but we met 7 days after we become a couple.
*when did you become an item?
-october 2 2002
*how long you've been together?
-5 years 6 months 2 weeks and 3 days
*are you happy?
-very much, i cant ask for someone else.
*any plans of tying the knot?
-it has been talk a few times but no definite or solid plan yet, but we're considering 2010.
*where is He now?
-he's currently working in riyadh as aircraft mechanic.
*miss him?
-if i only could pull the time.
*how would you describe Him?
-glenn is a listener, loner and emotional, He's not showy so sometimes you'll be doubtfull about him but when he tell you something its very intense and you'll just feel all the love inside him.
he got so many plans and he's working hard for that.
*how about you, how would you describe yourself?
-sometimes im more of a pessimistic than optimistic. im on my lowest point at this time but im trying to rebuild my life back, i know im on a situation but i also know im still safe because i still can talk about it, i have this grudges against some persons that i consider them as a friend. so many things to say but i know one of this day ill be fine.
*are you content about your life as a whole?
-definitely i am, we cannot avoid some circumstances but i am happy and perfectly fine in what is happening with me right now. im happy that im experiencing all of this and it has a lot to do with who i am now and with my perception in life. im thakfull for all the friends and loveones who supported me.
*any regrets?
-nope. evrything happened for some reason or another and God is with us all the way.
*anything you want to say to your partner?
-thanks for all the advice, help and for simply being there.. i cannot get through with all of these without your loving words and patience in listening with me.. stay the same and ill see you soon! ako lng mahal mo!! mwaaahh love you much!
Thursday, 10 April 2008
missin home..


Monday, 7 April 2008
i hate the place i use to loved..







new friendships built, strong ones and just civil one. but unfortunately everything has come to an end, one by one people go, they resigned, they get married, they found a new job, management become worse, job become more difficult than it seems, the world that means to me has shattered. oh! i miss the old times guys! maybe one day we all meet again.. thanks for the friendships, the memories and everything that you helped in me..
Friday, 4 April 2008
45 things about me
♥♥ a little.. in the omelet and sa burger
2. Have you ever smoked?
♥♥ just a try, but it doesnt suit my personality.
3. are you a chainsmoker/changesmoker?
♥♥ n/a
4. Your favorite song(s)?
♥♥ amazed by lonestar
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
♥♥ not really
6. What do you think of hotdogs?
♥♥ juicylicious!
7. Favorite Christmas song?
♥♥ give love on christmas day! and pasko n sinta ko. its been 2 xmas that glenn and i are not together.
8. What do you prefer to drink inthe morning.
♥♥ coffee or milo
9. Can you do push ups?
♥♥ nope!
10. Favorite super-hero?
♥♥ Spiderman
11. What's your favorite piece ofjewelry?
♥♥ watch, i feel beautiful everytime im wearing one
12. Favorite hobby?
♥♥ internet, dvd movies
13. Secret weapon to get the oppositesex?
♥♥ my smile *i guess
14. blank!
♥♥ web break..
15. What's one trait you hate aboutyourself?
♥♥ cry baby and magastos!
16. Middle Name?
♥♥ Lar*n
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment.
♥♥ 1)im so full!
2)im not well, my throat is hurting!
3)should i come to school tom?
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
♥♥ 1)nothing. i got up late and i work in the afternoon.
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?-
♥♥ coffee/milo ♥♥ water ♥♥ diet coke
20. Current worry right now?
♥♥ i cant come to school tom. im not well
21. Current hate?
♥♥ ung intrimitidang nepali gurl sa KFC
22. Favorite place?
♥♥ aside from my bed, london bridge!
23. How will you bring in the New Year?
♥♥ with a bang and next year i'll be spending it with my whole family *so excited!
24. Where would you like to go?
♥♥ Paris, France
25. Name three people who will completeyour day?
♥♥ 1.) Glenn 2.) nay & tay 3.) friends and kids
26. Do you own doll shoes?
♥♥ yes! i use at work
27. What color of shirt are youwearing?
♥♥ pale yellow
29. Can you whistle?
♥♥ yap like a man if you want
30. Favorite color/s?
♥♥ pink,blue, white and green
31. Would you like to be a pirate?
♥♥ if theres a chance why not, for a change ill try some thinkg unusual
32. What songs do you sing in the shower room?
♥♥ it differs, depends on my current mood
33. Favorite girl's name?
♥♥ aside from my name..alegra
34. Favorite boy's name?
♥♥ aside from glenn, mark
35. What's in your pocket right now?
♥♥ im on my pyjamas so, i dont have a pocket, but usually my rosary
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
♥♥ ate lorna.. i love her!
37. best bed sheets as a child?
♥♥ snoopy!
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
♥♥ i got a long abrasions in my R knee till my feet, its a fall from the stairs
39. Do you love where you live?
♥♥ most of the time yes..
40. How many computers do you have inthe house?
♥♥ a laptop
41. Who is your loudest friend?
♥♥ ate may! (lol) she'll tell you what she wants as long as she knows shes right.
42. How many dogs do you have?
♥♥ troodon and kids and tsutsu
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
♥♥ i dont know really, im not interested
45. What is your favorite book?
♥♥ the notebook, the wedding and geisha
enough is ENOUGH!
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
sharing my thoughts.
anyway, i really dont know what i want now. Therefor ill stay here till my visa ends and figure it out.
-end of story!
Monday, 3 March 2008
off sick..
that little girl is galiye, ate mers and kuya suzer only princess, she's very pretty and sweet.. i love her!
behind me is the ferry going to isle of wight, one of my favourite place in the u.k. there's another kind of ferry which is called fast cat, its carries only people unlike that one which you can bring your car to tour the island.
with my friend ate mercy and little galiye.
we went last 29/02/08. the weather was fair, but in the afternoon the rain finally fall unto our heads. we're with ate phage and her hubby kuya fhod, but ate phage dont want her picture taken, because she been on the place for many times and took picture hundred times already. LOL! we done a little bit of shopping, we took advantage of the great discount in some signature shops, i bought my aunt rose a gift and venice as well as her mom is coming home for her 2nd b-day. its a well rest day and a fun afternoon with friends.
p.s. i had to lie at work just to be with them..LOL anyway its worth it..
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
wOrk, woRk, woRk!!
this was taken after we built the x mas tree at the nightingale conservatory, ganda noh! sosyal tingnan yung chair hindi halatang mapanghe..LOL!..
this one with bob's birthday cake, courtesy of his mom, it was heavy thats why it needs two people to hold, pero picture muna kami, as if its ours birthday.. you can see everybody is smiling!!LOL!
after a day of work, im tired and already worn out so i had to lay down a bit in our kitchen before having my supper.. im very lazy noh, i havent taken out my jackets.. LOL!
Monday, 14 January 2008
its confirmed!!

anyway, GOOD LUCK GLENN, i wish you all the sucess!