Wednesday, 23 April 2008

broken friendship..

this past few days i kept on thinking about something that hapened recently, i dont know, I just dont feel good about it everytime it cross my mind, and i couldnt find any valid reason for somebody to feel that way towards me, i dont remember doing any harm against somebody, because as much as possible, i am carefull and very concious not to hurt somebody's feeling. . my best daes knows how i feel when somebody get mad at me and she knew how ill look like.. :(
but i just notice about myself na nagtatanim n ako ng galit ngaun, before whenever i get angry with someone, it just dissappear in a span of minute but now im holding grudges towards other maybe because i was hurt deeply and i just cant forgive what has been accused of me and what i heard that has been said towards me..
im not justifying my actions but i know havent done anything wrong and i can stand with each word i said.. and this time the wound it caused will leave a mark and will take ages to heal.. you cant blame me i just cant really accept what has been said.. im sorry..

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