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silent war

Its just a few hours away and its the birth day of our saviour Jesus Christ. But still here I am on silent war with my father, I knew deep inside me I wanted to talk to him and burried all the not so nice conversation we had. But still I cant accept that I cannot be the Person I wanted to be.
hmmmm.. maybe one of this days I will just go to him and just give him a hug or maybe tom or next year..:(

Merry Merry x-mas..

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is it over?!

I browse a friends profile and once more I felt this very odd feeling about what she/he have achieved. I always dreamed to be one of them (as I always said) but sometimes when you like something the most it is the one thing that will never come true or you will never get hold at. I just feel sad that I cant do such thing, I feel jealous and I feel downhearted that I will never be it. But i still dont loose hope and I still wish that one day God will give me a reason or a way to make my hearts desire come true.

im Too complicated

As we grow old, there are lots of things that we become aware of, like for me I got an answer to the question ive been asking for the longest time but still it doesnt end there. The results become more complicated for me : (.

When I was still in college Ive been asking myself what I really wanna do after graduation, Im I happy? Im I satisfied? or I wanna be somebody? There is always a voice behind me on evrything I dne for the past years, the voice that guide through my future, but sometimes whenever I fail I always regret that I follow that voice, but still inside me im always thankful.

When I decided to come home for good I finally set my mind on what will I do, I asked my parents If I can go back to school and pursue med, when they agreed I talk to all people concerns and they all approved for the step I will make. But then again.. Just recently I received a phone call from my uncle asking to complete my papers and somebody is willing to apply me for a work permit, inside me I wanted to go but I wanted to be a doctor and there comes my glenn asking "kailan na tyo mgpapaksal?" ahhhhhh I wanted to scream! I wanted to ask!! I wanted to......

why? why? why? when I finally knew what to do, when I finally got the answers it comes in three, now my problem is what to choose??

I want to be a doctor, but I want to get married and have children before im 30 but I also want to see the world :(

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