chika minute..

NEWSFLASH: Joan at Glenn, BREAK NA!

Nung isang araw lang ay napag alaman na hiwalay n ang halos 7 taon na magkasintahan, sanhi ng isang hindi pagkaka-unawaan na nahantong sa hiwalayan.Hanggang sa mga oras n ito ay hindi pa ng-uusap ng formal dalawa.

Abangan ang susunod n mga balita, para sa kanilang formal n pahayag.

LOVE is NOT enough

i give up! thats my word for the day..

its a free country and everyone is entitled for an opinion, whether it is good or bad. We can say whatever we think we need to say, and we based it on what we see and what we hear, and i wont be sorry for what ive said.

I said before that i dont want to be told nor to be pushed in what i do or think, for me i have my own choice and wat ever i chose it is because it is what i do best and it is what I think is right for me, I may sound boastful but that is me.

and because of this heated argument, I vomit the word ive bean meaning to say, months ago.. :-( i dont have any intentions of saying it outloud but you provoked me.

TIRED-" i am tired of waiting for nothing and tired of depending all my decision based on your convenience. I had it all in my hands before but I chose to throw it all and comeback cause that's what you say, thats what you wanted and that's what I think was right for us to be together soon! im tired of waiting on somebody who doesnt care what i want"

FINALLY-but I thank the situation that i finally had a chance to say it, i finally let you know what i feel, I finally let all my anger out. FINALLY..

WAY-this time i wont be the one who will asked for a sorry nor asked for us to comeback together, now its time for you to make a way.. and for me to find myself along the way. or maybe ill let this situation stay this way.

LOVE- My love for you is not enough for me to go on, i admit I am scared to face the world alone but I have to stand now and pick all my shattered pieces. I love you but I have to move on for now and decide for myself, base on what I really want and not because of what you think..

NOW_Im letting you go now, maybe one day our love will lead us back.. but for now l'll let it stay this way, i will endure all the pain it will bring..

am I SORRY?? not now maybe tomorrow.. :,(

giving it a thought

I happened to browse in the Philippine job net a job that I used to do, I was thinking of applying again its a different country thou.. Im kinda excited about it, but still there are lot of things that need to be consider.. :( haayy nu a yan, Ive here for 8 mos now, and nothing happened yet , I mean I'm doing the same routine for 8 mos now and I want a change, i want to go for another adventure.. haaayy patience! patience! ;)

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my green theraphy

I realize a few days ago that every time I am feeling blue, i will sit in front of my plants and just simply stare at them until my loneliness is gone or the bad thing that i was feeling was already ease. I cant explain why and how but that thing work wonders for me.

I remember when Glenn and I had a fight I went out of our house and sit in front of the plants and just stay there for a few minutes, i just breathe and think a little and voila, im Ok na.

I was in college when I begun to have a passion in planting and having some flowers in our front yard, since we were living in a compound Ive only got a small space to keep them, I start my day checking on them, putting some "pataba" which was advise by the seller. :), i water them everyday and checked if some unwanted grass was beginning to bloom..:)

My day wasnt complete if I didnt seat at the front of my plants, even sa tanghaling tapat i will seat there not minding the heat of the sun. Basta I want to seat there, I will.. :)

try nyo.. theres something in the plants that make my day!