going roundabout

Evrything was final as in final!

I have submitted my resignation letter to our manager and my last day will be on the 21st of September that will be, 4 weeks from now.. oh how time quickly flies, as I am writning this, I am having a flashback in my mind, the day I came here, the smell of the winter, the evening breeze and the coldness that reminds me that im far from my family and friends and now here I am finishing everyhting.

Its hard but what can I do I have to face my personal life, kc nman instead of working back home after graduating my dad asked me to do all the things that will continue his dream. Not asking if I will be happy with the path He is choosing for me. But dont get me wrong I am happy that He had directed me in this way. Because I wouldnt be who I am now or I wouldnt have everyhting I got without Him. And he never let me take this path all alone, eventhough He was there in the Philippines He guided me in so many ways.

Four weeks from now I will be on a different direction, far from what I was used to for two years, another adventure to take and another goal to accomplish.. Im looking forward for getting back to my old life..

I am happy, very happy! ;)

the question I dont know the right answer

When somebody knew that Im going home for good they always ask me the same question, "bakit uuwi kn?". For me that is a very personal question to answer. i couldnt tell them that gusto ko nman asikasuhin ang personal kong buhay. because there are reasons that some people wouldnt understand or will fail to understand. I know I wouldnt have to please anybody for me to think for the right answer and not owe them an explanation. But I hate when somebody ask me and I just smile at them, because I myself dont know whats the real truth or maybe I just dont want to admit it. (magulo din ako noh!)

Kasi nman everytime I answer them "gusto ko lang!". They started to frown and wouldnt believe. If I said I will get maried. hmmmm I will just get frustrated for making myself believe when Im not. : (

gandang pinay!

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofbeautyareyouquiz/">What Type of Beauty Are You?

memories=(

Make a Smilebox slideshow

-,-

Your Japanese Name Is...

Tomiko Saionji

What's" your Japanese Name?

things to do..

My mind was pre-occupied with lots of things these past few days, ive got few more weeks left but still ive got so many things that need to be done. Mind you, it even comes in my dreams, that almost everyday i will woke up all of a sudden and started to think what are those things i needed to do. (sigh!)

I went to the bank yesterday and inquired if I can transfer my bank account to the Philippines and they said its possible and i needed to talk with one of the in charge to get things processes, so I'll come back on monday. ok! Bank: check and after the salary i will close my other bank and then advise my business manager for it. Next step will be my boxes, I must finish it next week, so i need to sort out all the kalat under my bed. I already filled up two of three boxes and yet still theres more. (parang di nauubos) and schedule a farewell party seperate for friends and family.

And still next week, I must go to the Inland revenue to file my P85. It takes time as well. (ohh I got a headache already) I should put in everything with my schedule and target to finish evrything next week. At least ive been to the bank yesterday.WAy to go !!

wanted it soon..

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style: Funky and a bit retro. You draw from a lot of inspirations, but you always look put together. Your Ideal Wedding: A simple outdoor wedding with a few close friends. Your Philosophy on Marriage: Marriage is a journey. It's not all about who you're married to. It's also about how you approach it. Your Perfect Marriage: Has lots of open communication, flexibility, and understanding. Where both people are happy to give more than get.

The Wedding Dress Test

pretty in pink

What Your Favorite Color Pink Says About You:

Blissful --- Content --- Romantic Idealistic --- Expressive --- Artistic Funny --- Quirky --- Individualistic

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourfavoritecolorsayaboutyouquiz/">What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

If I wer in Beijing

i will play..

You Are Softball

While you do like competing, you like cooperating even more. You find working with a group to be much more invigorating than going solo. You are a true team player. You like contributing to the win!

What Olympic Sport Are You?

Actually I was surprise with the result of this quiz. I remember nung buhay pa yung mga lolo ko sa mother side, gustong gusto nila akong maging player ng softball. I tried a two day practice but i didnt come back. lol! My gudness, ang hirap ha, the bat was heavy and i couldnt catch the ball. The feminine side of me rules.

sikretong maliit..

39 little SecretsBe honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
♦ beh,beh,beh
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
♦ london bridge (my favourite place)
[THREE] What's your middle name?
♦ L_r_n
[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
♦ in a relationship and soon..
[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
♦ imposible un! he doesnt know i exist (isnt it mark rufallo)
[SIX] What is your current mood?
♦ emo..sad
[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
♦ Lita
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
♦ green and blue jacket
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
♦ naman..si gali un e..
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
♦ no! i am wat i am now, becoz of that
[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
♦ cyempre, pero bihira lumabas..=)
[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
♦ nearly paralize
[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
♦ surf the net (boring ang buhay ko)
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
♦ not really, life is too short too waste on them..
[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
♦ how i wish!
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
♦ not that much! i prefer comedy with a twist of romance
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
♦ last week (due to extreme pain)
[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
♦ family, bf and friends
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
♦ daddy
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
♦ height
[TWENTY-ONE] What's your biggest secret?
♦ i kept it burried in the past
[TWENTY-TWO] Where is your ex?
♦ dont care!
[TWENTY-THREE] Would you ever take him/her back?
♦ im happy and couldnt ask for more!ILY beh
[TWENTY-FOUR] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
♦ if I got time..
[TWENTY-FIVE] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
♦ juice.
[TWENTY-SIX] Do you speak any other languages?
♦ a few words lng
[TWENTY-SEVEN]
Whats your favorite smell?
♦ lavander spa.
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Describe your life.
♦ i had my share of ups and downsa and im still here a survivor in my own world
[TWENTY-NINE] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
♦ yata? ulan sa luneta! ha,ha,ha!
[THIRTY] Do you like the rain?
♦ not really, nakkalungkot e.
[THIRTY-ONE] What are you thinking about right now?
♦ sept 25 and loads of things thats need to be done.
[THIRTY-TWO] What should you be doing right now?
♦ nothing.im off so relax!
[THIRTY-THREE] What is your favorite memory?
♦ early years ng rel with beh, saya nun, i didnt think n i could to such things
[THIRTY-FOUR] What are you listening to?
♦ 105.4
[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
♦ si beh.
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last personyou yelled at?
♦ im not the type e..
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you act differently around the person you like?
♦ beh sagot??
[THIRTY-EIGHT] What is your natural hair color?
♦ black
[THIRT-NINE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
♦ my beh's text message!! txt txt n lng!

Firsts..

Let me share my first times here in England. (Random)

This is also my first time away from home.

UK: when I first came and we we're on the car going home my 1st ? is. Is this England? parang ghost town (lol) its because all the trees are leaves less (winter).
Phone call: lola's house (pinas)
period: I woke up 5 am int the morning and there it is.
tour around: we mistaken a building with spiky tower a church, thats why we kept on signing of the cross. =)
work: i got lost going to work, because i didnt notice how far it is from our house and i get tired of walking, so i called my aunt for the direction.
school: i jumped on the wrong train. i went southbound instead of nortbound =(
work 1st day: I choose to worked on the floor rather than feeding the residents, thinking that floor means "domestic work as in mopping. etc" =D
cry: i first shed tears at work because of a very unsupportive co-worker.
night duty: I was paired with an adaptation nurse, i didnt sleep at all, we done the kitchen work and ironing.=( paGod!
birthday: I was surprised by my aunt, she baked a cake, her sister cooked her specialty and had a little salo salo. sweet!
gift: my aunt bought me a winter jacket, nanang, gave me a blue pjamas, ate sally treat me at AM resto.
salary: I earned a £100+ for two days of work.
bag: a brown culdoroy body bag. cost £7
school: Guildford college, Guildford, Surrey. UK
out of town: Bath (its a school outing)
London: april '06 (spring time) we rode in a hop in hop off bus that will take you round the city
letter from Phil: from nanay on my birthday (jan 06)
Expensive purchase: Samsung digital Camera £114
Restaurant: Am with the sisters
House: 66 Grosvenor road
Vacation back home: Jaunuary 19, 2008 (after two years)

senses..

You are the Sense of SightYou are a very observant, detail oriented person.
You are able to take in a lot of information at once.
You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.
You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.
When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

http://www.blogthings.com/whichofthefivesensesareyouquiz/">Which of the Five Senses Are You?

days to go..

Only few days to go and im finally going home for good. But ive got lots of things to do. i have to file my P 85 (leaving the UK) for my income tax and N.I.. I have to finish packing my boxes, i already filled 2 out of three but still ive got loads of things pa, naku parang hindi nababawasan. i will file my resignation on the 21st para exact one month. ive stayed in Manor Place for more than two years and a half. with those years ive experience the rise and fall of the place, ive found friends and ive learned to live life.

Hayy its so sad to think but as i said I have to move on and start a new adventure, easy it may sound its hard to put into action but still I never know untill i will try..malay natin im hard working nman and very patience and the dream and determination is there so maybe, might be.. ill be fine.. good luck jo anne!!

itenerary.

FLIGHTS: QATAR, QR 0012Thu, Sep 25
From:LONDON HEATHROW, UNITED KINGDOM (LHR)
Departs:3:05 PM
To:DOHA, QATAR (DOH)
Arrives:11:59 PM
Class:Economy
Status:Confirmed
Meal:Meal
Smoking:No
Aircraft:77W
Mileage:3244
Flight Time:06 hours and 54 minutes

Verify Flight Times Prior To Departure




PHILIPPINE AIRLINES INC., PR 0646Fri, Sep 26
From:DOHA, QATAR (DOH)
Departs:12:55 AM
To:MANILA, PHILIPPINES (MNL)
Arrives:3:30 PM
Class:Economy
Status:Confirmed
Meal:Dinner
Smoking:No
Aircraft:Airbus Industrie Jet
Mileage:4528
Flight Time:09 hours and 35 minutes

Verify Flight Times Prior To Departure